I suck at this disorder
The fuck up thing is, when my ed is active, it doesn't make me depressed or sad or insane. It makes me the happiest I can be. I feel on top of the world. Like I can do and accomplish anything. Everything just falls into place and life is easier.
โจAna girlies when fall motivation finally hits โจ
Food is not going to run away, you don't have to scarf everything down when's it's in front of you
Tbh dealing with ana gives you some insane levels of food knowledge๐ Just think about how many food items you just know the cal and proteins of! Kinda cool isnโt it?๐ค
Sometimes it feels like this.
is the quality of my day based off if I eat or not!! I get so depressed after I eat SO WHY THE FUCK DO I STILL EAT
Happy 3rd Anniversary!๐ Five out of Seven Archonsโฆ time flies!
I donโt need to eat thereโs already a ton of food in me.
TW: eating disorder (Ana) / she-her / SW: 81kg GW: 50KG CW: _ H: 155CM / vent and rant stuff / expect rblgs of my interests
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