I Want #ky Talks! To Stomp On Me.

mamma mia! here i go again, my my, how can i resist you?

-mamma mia

ok but why are him and i kinda so high school rn??

(we're literally just friends i'm just delusional)

(still playing that song on repeat tho)

me impatiently to the little french cat boiling me in a stew: chat am I cooked

INHERITANCE GAMES PJO ANNNDDD STURNIOLO TRIPLETS FANNN??!!! UR MY BESTIE NOW

AHHH!! hihihi!!! i love new moots 🤍🤍🤍 🥹

resha, ilysm and i need to make sure you know that you have done everything you need to do to be that better person you talk about, you’re legitimately the NICEST person i’ve ever met on tumblr, i spam liked your blog and you followed me and went yep! that’s my swiftie friend, you are an amazing, kind, and generous person and you make everyone feel so comfortable. you are the way you are because that’s how you were always meant to be, and if others can’t see that you’re amazing, than that’s on them. i’m sure i can’t even begin to understand what you’re feeling but just breathe in for four seconds, hold for three, and exhale for six and remember i’m giving you the BIGGEST internet hug possible 🫂🫂

tw: vent

i cant do life anymore-like i don't want to kill myself but like everything is too much-i want to take a deep breathe and tell myself everything is fine but its not-i wish i didn't have to feel emotions i wish i could be a better daughter a better sister a better person-but instead im me-and i love being me sometimes but rn i hate myself-i wish i could cry but it feels like my emotions are stuck in fricking chest-isn't ironic that i feel everything a little too much but also cant get it out-you know that quote that's like bad ppl get everything they want bcz they do whatever they want to get it even hurts other well i do and i've never heard anything truer in my life

i feel like i heavily relate to 'everybody's falling in love, and i'm falling behind', because all my friends have dated, many have kissed boys they've liked, or even haven't like, they did it just for fun to try it out. but i'm the last actual romantic friend who's been single all her life, (other than some situationships that did nothing but mess with my perspective on the meaning of the word love), all because i've been pining over the same boy for four years, who i've been friends with since i started school with him, and who i'm afraid will always see me as the friend who he can talk to about his crushes, and he's too caught up in our friendship to notice that my smile dims every time he brings up a new crush, another girl who i will constantly compare myself to and ask myself 'what's so different about me from everyone else?' but i'll remind myself time and time again that i'm not different in a bad way, i just worry my view on romantic relations changes the way i could actually operate in one, and i have no reference to what a real relationship feels like since i've been celibate my whole life, and i'm constantly wondering if real romances would be like the beautiful ones they describe in books and show in movies, or if i'm just going to be disappointed and underwhelmed when i finally live the experience i've longed for since i was young.

oh resha thank youuu 💜 that means so much to me, ily2 💜💜💜

i feel like i heavily relate to 'everybody's falling in love, and i'm falling behind', because all my friends have dated, many have kissed boys they've liked, or even haven't like, they did it just for fun to try it out. but i'm the last actual romantic friend who's been single all her life, (other than some situationships that did nothing but mess with my perspective on the meaning of the word love), all because i've been pining over the same boy for four years, who i've been friends with since i started school with him, and who i'm afraid will always see me as the friend who he can talk to about his crushes, and he's too caught up in our friendship to notice that my smile dims every time he brings up a new crush, another girl who i will constantly compare myself to and ask myself 'what's so different about me from everyone else?' but i'll remind myself time and time again that i'm not different in a bad way, i just worry my view on romantic relations changes the way i could actually operate in one, and i have no reference to what a real relationship feels like since i've been celibate my whole life, and i'm constantly wondering if real romances would be like the beautiful ones they describe in books and show in movies, or if i'm just going to be disappointed and underwhelmed when i finally live the experience i've longed for since i was young.

Taylor Swift, State Of Grace

that's- actually really fair for once i'm going to listen because i just remembered i have a math test tomorrow!!

goodnight resha!! 💜

uh oh i have to get up in five hours

not that that's stopping me from stalking @inkstainsonmysheets blog more but 🤷🏼‍♀

have your cake and eat it baby it's your birthday!