Me Impatiently To The Little French Cat Boiling Me In A Stew: Chat Am I Cooked

oh resha thank youuu 💜 that means so much to me, ily2 💜💜💜

i feel like i heavily relate to 'everybody's falling in love, and i'm falling behind', because all my friends have dated, many have kissed boys they've liked, or even haven't like, they did it just for fun to try it out. but i'm the last actual romantic friend who's been single all her life, (other than some situationships that did nothing but mess with my perspective on the meaning of the word love), all because i've been pining over the same boy for four years, who i've been friends with since i started school with him, and who i'm afraid will always see me as the friend who he can talk to about his crushes, and he's too caught up in our friendship to notice that my smile dims every time he brings up a new crush, another girl who i will constantly compare myself to and ask myself 'what's so different about me from everyone else?' but i'll remind myself time and time again that i'm not different in a bad way, i just worry my view on romantic relations changes the way i could actually operate in one, and i have no reference to what a real relationship feels like since i've been celibate my whole life, and i'm constantly wondering if real romances would be like the beautiful ones they describe in books and show in movies, or if i'm just going to be disappointed and underwhelmed when i finally live the experience i've longed for since i was young.

thank youuuu @inkstainsonmysheets for the tag <33 i actually loved this quiz

no pressure but tags!: @xoxochb @inmyheaddd @sweeethrt

and anyone else who wants to do it!

I saw this amazing quiz called “what would your amortentia smell like?” and I knew I had to take the quiz!! 💗🧸

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SLEEP-

yes ma'am you won't see me until tomorrow i swear!!

we love to mistake butterflies for cardiac arrest!

-lie to girls, sabrina carpenter

listened to this and thought of you resha!! @inkstainsonmysheets

We’re taking this chance to say: we hope all the moms and motherly figures out there have the best day today 💛💛

no YOU dont get me. im BOTH team jameson AND team grayson. i think jameson is better for avery but i think grayson is better for ME😳

when my favorite writers respond to my asks/reqs

heyy! You followed me and I followed you back! I'm umi! Your Ky! Right? Anyways! I adore your blog!!! I'm also a massive swiftie too hehe! And your moots with @inkstainsonmysheets !

Btw just letting you know I'm a little crazy 🙃

i am ky!!! it’s so nice to properly introduce ourselves! i love finding other swifties 😊, and dw i love a little crazy ❤️❤️

do you really wanna know where i was april 29th? do i really have to chart the constellations in his eyes?

-high infidelity, taylor swift