Disrespecting A Mother Is Sinful

maybe I am meant to be alone maybe I’m unlikable maybe I’m unlovable i don’t know anymore everyday I have to fight off delusions on wether people actually like me or not I have to fight off isolation

I know there all lying to me

i require a lot of love and attention to be functional

mother :)

Mother is within us all she is within all forms of life if one isn’t with life then they would have to cleanse themselves because they are sinful and use items that represent life to show your worth to mother, that could be menstrual blood, plants, blood, animals even dirt take care of life as a duty to mother

Yesterday on the train I didn’t feel real I felt hallow

I almost overdosed 🧍🏽‍♀️

bpd friend

I had a friend he has bpd and today I had a psychotic episode I tried to text him again and he blocked me idk if I caused that or he probably split or something even so I’m not even mad, he’s genuinely a nice guy and fun to text I did try to him help when he was going through issues if I was the cause for him to block me I’m so terribly sorry I truly am

I just found out a gay white supremacist is following me 🧍🏽‍♀️ like white people aren’t superior and it’s cringe to think so, I’m honestly not even mad at that type of mentality I laugh at it like how are you gay and a white supremacist at the same time they don’t like gay people 😭 pick a struggle

Women are the true gods