Yesterday On The Train I Didn’t Feel Real I Felt Hallow

Life isn’t real

maybe I was sent to kill him maybe it’s what mother wants

stpd culture is getting a prophecy at 10:30am and choosing to ignore it because you have to do this worksheet

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Me to my man

my ex friend bragged about knowing my address thinking I forgot I knew I just didn’t give a rats ass he not even like that the guy stutters out in public tf I gotta worry for 🧍🏽‍♀️

Maybe if I was born without a vagina, anal, and breasts I wouldn’t be molested, maybe men wouldn’t sexualize me, maybe male friends wouldn’t try to date me, maybe I wouldn’t be cat called maybe I wouldn’t feel uncomfortable in my own body maybe I would love myself

Intro

Name: I have many names Cherry, Carmilla, and manessa

Gender:Cisgender

pronouns: she/her

Sexuality: Busexual currently taken I’m not into poly

Diagnosis: PTSD, Schizotypal personality disorder, Asd,ADHD (I DO NOT VALIDATE SELF DIAGNOSING AND NO ITS NOT VALID I DO NOT CARE)

hobbies: reading, making meditation music on YouTube, Roblox, watching history videos, music: goth, break core, bachata, cumbia, metal

I support Satanists and those into the occult, do not dm me about your abrahamic faiths I will block or troll you

all about me ahh post

introduction ahh post

let’s all love lain :)

I fear I am getting worse I do not trust my therapist or my psychiatrist to tell them this