I Just Found Out A Gay White Supremacist Is Following Me 🧍🏽‍♀️ Like White People Aren’t

Mother is always right she knows all

can you relate?

I have this issue I don’t like when people are affectionate with me it just disgusts me I don’t know why I legit feel uncomfortable

Happy Lunar New Year ~

I was crying yesterday I’m tired of having schizotypal personality disorder, I’m tired of accusing people of stuff, I’m tired of being paranoid, I’m tired of thinking people are doing rituals on me, I’m tired of thinning entities are watching me

I don’t want the season to end on a bad episode :)

I hope he hugs me so tight his nails dig into my skin and make me bleed

Sometimes stpd is shame. Constant shame. Shame so intense it bleeds out from you, into the rest of the world, where no one is to be trusted, not humanity, not anyone you know, not even yourself.

Shame that defies “common reality," where no one is to be trusted because humanity is inherently sinister. Because everyone you know personally is going to watch you through cameras or kidnap you. They're watching you because they've noticed that there is something "off" about you, that you're inept or otherwise incompetent. And thats why they want to hurt you.

Stpd is to exist in two seemingly contradictory states all at the same time- constant anxiety, and constant apathy.

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I had a psychotic episode yesterday and the maintenance saw my hell of a room when I was outside now I’m embarrassed

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