Playing Some More Spyro 2 Tonight! :3

Ayo gonna be a bit late to stream today, eating a bit late and whatnot

Heyo

So my luck must have ran out but I'm am super sick rn orz of course I get sick on the first of Christmas month 🥲

Idk if I will feel better soon but if I don't end up streaming tomorrow or even for this whole week, now you know why orz

So this week I'll try and upload the Medievil stream onto youtube to try and fill that gap so look out for that c:

Ok so I've been seeing complaints about Book 7's ending by a few minority not only here, but from other platforms as well. While everyone is of course allowed to dislike something, let's tackle a few points:

Malleus deserved a harsher punishment

Everyone witnessed Diasomnia's moment. Everybody knew he accidentally killed Lilia. Everyone knows how much Lilia means to Malleus. So everyone knows that there's no punishment harsher than the eternal scar of accidentally killing your own father.

And that's not enough, because he lost majority of his power. THIS is his prolonged punishment. We should remember that his entire life revolved around being the strongest, so all of his foundation hinged on that. If you're an artist, it's like losing your dominant hand and having to relearn how to draw with your other. Except in his case it's like losing both his hands so he needs to learn how to draw with his feet.

While it's true that he's far happier now than he was when he was strong, that doesn't mean he won't go through so much suffering as a consequence. For 200 years. 200 years of being weak means he's not fit to be king; no Dark Fae will follow a man akin to a common Fae. His nobles will not respect him. He's now a very easy target, since he's not indestructible anymore.

This basically means he's currently a pretty decoration to Briar Valley. An unemployed trust fund kid. Random people will likely mock him or treat him like an amusing animal in a zoo.

Which means he will have to build his reputation from the ground up, against all odds, as a disgraced prince.

Malleus tried to kill x and x

No he did not. He genuinely thought he found a breakthrough and was doing the world a service by making immortality accessible to everyone. Remember that he used to be the strongest; he thought nobody was just capable of this feat until he did.

He was quite literally insane at that moment. When he did accidentally kill Lilia, he snapped to his senses and immediately reacted like a small child. He doesn't want to believe it, because he would never do something like that. He simply doesn't want to kill anyone-- what he wanted was the opposite: that nobody needs to die anymore.

Everybody left him off the hook so easily

We get a lot of scenes explaining this. Sure maybe for you their reasons are bullshit, but the fact is that this is a Disney story. He would never be executed. But the following are from different accounts from different characters.

There were actually very few injured, because even though he was insane in dragon form, a part of his morality was there and he unconsciously avoided hurting people as much as possible. There are more injuries that happen in Spelldrive than who Malleus injured, according to Epel.

For the rest of the student body, they were simply having the best dreams of their lives. Many compared to it an amusement park and want to experience it again.

The other overblotters tried to protest, but were reminded that they too almost killed people. Some were genuinely out to kill people while Malleus wasn't.

Most people on Sage Island are actually good people, unlike NRC students. They embody the values of Fantasia Mickey, where the apprentice was given a second chance instead of being exiled because he showed actual remorse.

He is entitled and thinks he's always right

Yes he's entitled. But that's part of his character. He thought he was right, insisted he was right, but when he was defeated and told otherwise, he accepted it wholeheartedly. He was the only overblotter who actually apologized in public, recognized he did wrong, thanked everyone for helping him, and swore he will become a better man.

He literally can't take back anything that's happened. Kicking him further will not achieve anything.

Why didn't he talk it out with Yuu instead of immediately jumping to overblot

He doesn't even understand that he's feeling something negative. Nobody taught him to recognize his own feelings. He was raised to be strong and independent, so his first instinct was to deal with the problem himself.

He can't even talk it out with Lilia and Silver; there was no way he could talk it out to a friend he just met that year.

His power literally hurts his surroundings when he tries to feel things. He's likely afraid of accidentally striking someone with lightning or drowning them in storms if he admits that he's feeling down.

He didn't know too much negative feelings could lead to an overblot. He was already out of his mind before he knew it.

There could be more but these are off the top of my head.

Hope you feel better soon King 🙏 make sure to drink water and get some rest! ❤️

I won't be streaming tonight sorry guys ;u; i feel really shitty today and I don't think I can get thru with it. Thank you, hopefully I feel better tomorrow.

I think for tonights stream I'm gonna just sit and relax with some vids or something. I'll start SH4 on Monday so I can play through it without stopping the story for a whole 4 days :3

I'll try to work on the other SH videos, I've been busy from finishing SH1's video and my computer is running out of space hoarding these 4-5 hour streams 'owo!

GASSPPPPP BLUEEEEE

KIKIIIIIIIIIIIII HAI HAI HAI!!! (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o))) I’ve missed your chaotic energy 🥹❤️❤️❤️

If I end up late tonight, it's because my computer is being a POS for some reason.

What I would give to have an actual computer at this point. orz

Gonna be a bit late to the stream tonight! Trying to upload the Twisted Wonderland watch party vods but it's taking a bit!

More Twisted Wonderland tonight though!

As much as I would love to stream tonight, the storms around us is getting pretty bad. Im gonna go ahead and cancel tonight's stream just to be safe.

If tomorrow looks good and there aren't any scary storms then I might stream on Thursday but if not then I shall wait for Monday with our regular schedule!

Sorry about that everyone, but please be safe!

Today's stream is gonna be a bit depressing.

This week has been genuinely harsh to me and mom, but today we had found out that a lot of our things back at the old house I had mentioned before is officially gone.

I barely held it together after hearing that, but on stream I ended up getting emotional while explaining what happened.

Im sorry to everyone that watches my streams to relax and get away from your own harsh realities, I just needed to express my deep sadness of losing a lot of items i might never get back. Some that had been given to me by my dad, such as books and knives he used to collect.

I genuinely don't know what to do anymore and after this week, I don't think I ever will. Im tired. I just want to rest and stop fighting what is just a losing battle with life.

Currently on stream im just trying to do a quick edit on the minecraft vod on youtube and pulling up a video for chat to watch so you guys don't have to sit there and hear my sniffling the whole time.

Hopefully I can bounce back from this but we will see tomorrow.

Thank you for reading and in sorry for bringing down the mood on stream.