I Think For Tonights Stream I'm Gonna Just Sit And Relax With Some Vids Or Something. I'll Start SH4

*waddles forward*

Once again, im gonna be a bit late to streaming tonight orz

Full Body Art - Blue Ghost

I completely forgot, while I do have a full 3D body model of Blue (which I will show in a later post), I have a full-body image I drew years ago that shows what she should look like.

Vroid is excellent don't get me wrong, but the amount of things I need to add to the model outside of Vroid is a lot. o(-< Like nails for example! I'll have to make the long nails in Blender then attach them to the model in Unity. >:T

If I end up late tonight, it's because my computer is being a POS for some reason.

What I would give to have an actual computer at this point. orz

Gonna be a wee bit late, my computer is giving sass >:|

But we are gonna watch book 5 of Twisted Wonderland tonight so grab some snacks!

Hello, Blue! Can you tell Dys on discord that he sucks toes? Hope you're doing well! uwu

No, cuz he will take my snacks away and I worked very hard to steal those ( V~V )

Also I'm doing ok, thank you Anon! C:

Today's stream is gonna be a bit depressing.

This week has been genuinely harsh to me and mom, but today we had found out that a lot of our things back at the old house I had mentioned before is officially gone.

I barely held it together after hearing that, but on stream I ended up getting emotional while explaining what happened.

Im sorry to everyone that watches my streams to relax and get away from your own harsh realities, I just needed to express my deep sadness of losing a lot of items i might never get back. Some that had been given to me by my dad, such as books and knives he used to collect.

I genuinely don't know what to do anymore and after this week, I don't think I ever will. Im tired. I just want to rest and stop fighting what is just a losing battle with life.

Currently on stream im just trying to do a quick edit on the minecraft vod on youtube and pulling up a video for chat to watch so you guys don't have to sit there and hear my sniffling the whole time.

Hopefully I can bounce back from this but we will see tomorrow.

Thank you for reading and in sorry for bringing down the mood on stream.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!!!

(Cylestia is my mom btw! :D)

I hope everyone has a wonderful new year and happy holidays! Let's go into the new year head held high for we survived another year!

Image w/out words under read more :D

Yes the lighting looks weird and the mugs look off, but I still hope this makes everyone feel cozy and warm in the end! uwu

Silent Hill 2 Ending

Ok everyone! Now that Silent Hill 1 is done, it is time for me to finally continue with this series.

But! Since Silent Hill 2 has multiple endings and you need to do certain things to get them, I'm letting everyone choose what ending they want me to go for when I start streaming on Tuesday, Oct 8. Vote quickly! The voting will end when I stream today!

Edit: THE VOTES ARE IN! I shall be going for what I think is the best 'Good' ending for Silent Hill 2! Thank you everyone for voting! :D

Puking and shitting