I fall in love with the little things, like the sound of your laugh; it makes me feel so warm inside.
I go to sleep to the thought of you. One day we will meet, and I will love you forever. My one and only. My other half. My Muse. My love.
Crashing parties but all I’m crashing is my soul
I lie to myself and say that I’m doing fine but in reality, I’d kill myself to hold you one more time
Where did all the time go?
Morning to night I'm locked up in my room far from life
I feel so alone out here
I feel so alone out here
Without you
But there’s no way to reach you
So I go back to our home that never was
I still call you home
Cause you were the only one I could tell I hurt
You were the only one that could put me to sleep like a baby
You made me feel so safe
I've never felt such a level of love before
More than I ever got from those I call family
Am I no good?
Do I not deserve your love?
Then why can't you be mine cause I'll be yours till the end of time and thereafter
Can I be yours?
Please tell me I'm yours
I'm tired
Lonely
In love
Drunk in my love
For you, my love.
Cries to degradation you were my separation I don’t know were to go from here.
Cries in degradation you were my separation I don’t know were to go from here.
A new year begins yet nothing has ended.
A new year begins and I’m still in love with you.
It’s beginning to feel like deja vu.
I’m still here were you left me waiting for you to come get me.
Untouched ready for you to devour me.
Undoubtedly I’ll surrender to your touch.
Words just aren’t enough I need to melt in your embrace and never leave your place.
At times, I'm allowed to be not okay, and my feelings are as significant as anyone else's. But why do I keep punishing myself for feeling this way?
…..is there an escape? Is there somewhere?
-An Open Diary
If you hold me without hurting me, you'll be the first whoever did.
Young forever
I still love you
I can’t hate you
Filled with rage
I have an upset stomach and little girls despondent laughter sounds louder on stage
Choke me just enough for me to breathe so I stay engaged
Ticking Tok on the clock, you're an ethereal timepiece in this age
Turn me over like a page do me like that when you’re offstage
While your fans fight to be front row in the barricade
I know they’d kill for this exchange
I'm off the rails some may call me deranged but I'm just off my meds
Living a teenage rampage drugged with your love
Will we last or be another short story?
You cry, outraged at the thought of me leaving estranged, so you keep me in range
Afraid I'll let go when the feeling subsides
I left my shoes in the street so you could carry me
Don't worry, darling, you have my heart in a cage
You're the lighthouse in the middle of this enraged storm
Filled with love