✷ Reid 20 he/they/she infj 9w1 ✷ fiction writer and compulsively asocial, first time blogger ✒ first blog (emphasis)
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Gay, lesbian, pansexual, bisexual, transgender, asexual, aromantic, queer, etc., or a supporter of any.
If you don't reblog this, DIE DIE DIE
This is very much not an account about Discord.
genderfluids:
The question is
I'm genderfluid
Is this subject to change if I retake the quiz???
Low-key lol-ing
Take the quiz for yourself if you're interested! It's completely free and short, enjoy yourself!
https://www.idrlabs.com/gender-coordinates/test.php
The question is
I'm genderfluid
Is this subject to change if I retake the quiz???
Low-key lol-ing
Take the quiz for yourself if you're interested! It's completely free and short, enjoy yourself!
https://www.idrlabs.com/gender-coordinates/test.php
Me, stressed: I need a drink
Me: *knaws the fucking inside of my cheek to taste the forbidden red juice*
I am sorry to everyone who tagged me in some tag game and I never responded. I saw it and thought “aww they thought of me” and proceeded to forget about it right after
"I don't want people te be worried about me, there's nothing to worry about. I don't want people to try and understand why I am the way I am, because I should be the first person to understand that, and I don't understand yet. I don't want people to interfere. I don't want people in my head picking out this and that permanently picking up the broken pieces of me."
Relatable.
Good existential crisis, writers, quick question- do any of you have "writersonas"??
“so, this one’s for you, georgia. this is a play about love.”
JASON YOU CAN’T MAKE ME CRY LIKE THAT WHEN I’M FIVE PAGES FROM THE END 😭❤️
This LGBT+ society has Loveless vibes 😍😁🫠😲
Alice Fucking Oseman made me know pain and joy lol
Tab system:
Orange: "Wait, That's Me." (Relating too hard to Georgia)
Yellow: "Ace Pain." (i.e. "Being asexual, I felt that, ouch")
Green: "Ace Joy." (i.e. "Being asexual, I felt that, thank you Alice :)")
Light Pink: "RAGE" (Getting angry at the scenario or characters)
Dark Pink: "Outlier" (Moments I will probably quote or wish happened to me, like having a Pip, Rooney, Jason, Sunil, Jess or Ellis)
+ page 5: Alice, when I catch you, Alice.
My heart problems are not because of Monster, it's nearly dead from having crippling anxiety since birth.
As someone who's grown up biting their nails aggressively out of anxiety and is now trying to grow them out I just want to say HOLY FUCK HAVING NAILS IS FUCKING RAD I CAN SCRATCH MY ITCHY ASS LEGS NOW
I fucked me over with seeing an edit of that scene of Reid crying in later seasons (the worst one of the ones I believes) and I gunned it to scroll away, proceeded to have an emotional crisis to Dynamight by BTS on loop for three times straight (pan).
🗣️ARE🗣️THERE🗣️SO🗣️MANY🗣️BEAUTIFUL🗣️WOMEN🗣️OUT🗣️HERE
I'm three pages into loveless AND ALICE
ALICE WHEN I CATCH YOU ALICE
I've been using tinder. I think I'm ready to jump now.
so im a writer. im only ever going to write listening to boygenius at four a.m.
"The important thing isn't to have others recognise that you're asexual. It's to decide the path that feels right to you."
- Shinobu Ishii, Is Love the Answer?
Saw a thread on Twitter of "gifts to give a person with ADHD and autism" that was full of stereotypical and quite frankly patronizing items, so here's a list of I (autistic individual) want instead as a gift
Money
Fourteen billion dollars
Free coupon to kill somebody with my teeth
Suitcase full of money
Cool looking rock
Scratching post for me to sink my claws into
An albino elephant
The head of Jeff Bezos mounted on my wall
Uncooked rice
A cup full of blood
100k in cash
Me taking my first binder break and placing a stitch marker on my chest for a second and I see the return of my dread: this is a fucking disaster.
me now making silly headcanon that when a trans kid is trying to cover up what their wearing from their maybe strict transphobic family:
transmasckid: *covering up some of exposure of their binder with their shirt collar*
mom and dad: what are you doing? what is that-
kid: *panicking* I'M SPIDERMAN
m&d: ....
kid: ....
m&d: ..... spiderman better go do the dishes to live here and not end up a homeless superhero then.
transfemkid: *comes home after a night out with friends*
m&d: are you going to tell us where you were all night?
kid: *covering themselves up in a trench coat and sunglasses* uh, with friends.
m&d: what did you- wait what are you wearing?
kid: I'M- SPIDERMAN.
m&d: ...
kid: ....
m&d: well Spiderman, we're going to have a discussion tomorrow about your swinging route on the way home tonight. go to bed.
me covering up my neck area the second any "skin" is exposed, I'm hiding my binder from my family:
Me, making the anxiety of hiding this from them for now until I'm ready to show even my mom to let her know what's up, internally: I AM SPIDERMAN
me covering up my neck area the second any "skin" is exposed, I'm hiding my binder from my family:
Me, making the anxiety of hiding this from them for now until I'm ready to show even my mom to let her know what's up, internally: I AM SPIDERMAN
if your friend asks you to misgender them in front of their family, do it. if your friend asks you to refer to their partner as their roommate or friend, do it. if they ask you to deadname them, do it. allyship is about prioritizing the saftey of marginalized people, especially when it comes before your desire to fight their oppressors.
Now that I have a binder I'm now just noticing these little things I did- like, push down on my chest randomly throughout the day (my hand missed and I was surprised I did but then I realised that I did that a lot), slouch aggressively (that might be the autism) and do a T-Rex arm whenever I shifted movement unexpectedly or needed to put the rubbish bag in the big bin to not notice the two baseball's attached to me move- the more you fucking know, oh my god.
I just hugged my dad for the first time in my binder. I can't explain this wave of emotion that has just hit me. It's a side hug but it's the closest I've felt to my dad in years. I'm so fucking happy I want to just cry and let it out but I need to fucking breathe lmao.
“The best thing for autism representation is to have multiple autistic characters so there’s a display of autism as a spectrum affecting people differently” “we need better autism representation” “I wish there were more characters that are audhd” my brother in christ, the teenage mutant ninja turtles are RIGHT THERE
I love how Michael saw a depressed person like himself and immediately thought "yeah, this is it" and went for it