I’m Hoping For An Outcome Like This :)

I don't know why I'm expected to be a normal, functioning person when everyone around me tried their hardest to stop me from being one.

When boys get tired and they're all sleepy and sweet and it's so cute holy shit

All my life, I have been living for other people. Most of the decisions I have made were because someone else wanted me to make them. It's time to start living for myself, but I have no interest in life at all. Killing myself will be the most selfish thing that I will ever do, but at least it will be my own decision.

i want a gf or a bf or a partner or some undisclosed fourth thing i dont care about gender or what people call "standards" i just want somebody to fucking love me

There is something undeniably romantic about touching someone. Your fingers brushing against their bare skin, the pulse of heartbeat beating in tune to yours, the muted warm of life in them, pressed up against you. For a moment, for the slightest of split-seconds, your souls are perfectly in sync

I’m other news, I just accidentally touched my crush’s hand and I immediately started blushing and stammering

horribly nasty thoughts. (cuddling, and holding hands, and giggling, and tracing your face gently with my fingers, and you running yours through my hair, and wrapping my arms around your waist, and getting lost in your eyes and-)

"it gets better" - but i've been this way since i was a child.

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