Crazzyyyramblings - Crazy

horribly nasty thoughts. (cuddling, and holding hands, and giggling, and tracing your face gently with my fingers, and you running yours through my hair, and wrapping my arms around your waist, and getting lost in your eyes and-)

i wait for you

Idk if thats a bpd or a me thing

I wish

Or maybe home is just two arms wrapped around you when you're at your worst.

guts : have a poorly drawn comic about my mental state currently

pay attention to me pay attention to me pay attemtion to me ooooo you wanna interact with me so bad please pay attention to me i need a hug and attention i love attention please im begging i hate being alone now please pay attention to me pay attention to me i need a hug so badly pay attention i me i crave irl attention and affection and online validation and attemtion i love attention

I always feel that I'm being taken for granted by my loved ones, but the real problem is that I allow them to do so, I've ruined things for myself, I am easily approachable and accessible, that's why I get treated this way. I always thought being there for others is a nice thing but in reality it sucks, you lose your value in that process, i wish to not to be taken for granted for actually caring for my loved ones and being easy only for them, someday someone might actually understand me and take me seriously and not some kind of joke. I just wish to be treated right and not for granted

All I’ve wanted from a young age was to be necessary.