I Want A Gf Or A Bf Or A Partner Or Some Undisclosed Fourth Thing I Dont Care About Gender Or What People

Doesn't matter how much effort I put in, right? It's hard to love me.

I just want to be soft, please just let me be soft.

second choice second choice second choice!! wonderful!! love that for me ! only talk to me when everyone else has to go ! I won't notice ! I dont care ! me ? never !

im really just an abandoned dog at this point

i should be put down

As a kinky autistic person, I love getting to unmask during sex oh my god.

Like getting to just smile and not care what my face is doing while going down on someone or something, getting to make whatever noises I want even if they aren’t overly attractive just because I’m enjoying myself and I want to show it. I love just asking flat out what they want me to do and seeing how they get flustered and stutter out an answer. I love the feeling of satisfaction in a task when I get them to finish. I love saying exactly how I’m feeling and how I feel about them and how much I’m enjoying myself no matter what I sound like while saying it.

Like this is the most vulnerable thing I could think to do with you, of course I’m gonna be my true self

having BPD n DPD is rough..

Things I'm good at :

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• feeling like a burden and bed rotting

I have no reason to live but no energy to kill myself