Tw bpd vent
If you don’t want to deal with someone with mental issues don’t. I always warn new friends that I have bpd and I am going to show symptoms. Then they get surprised when I do.
Unless ur my parent you don’t have to deal with me. If you can’t handle it just be fucking honest. I don’t have the energy to be disappointed.
And no I’m not talking about “oh you can’t handle being abused, fuck you” I’m talking about when ppl get pissed that you have mental breakdowns a fuck ton of the time.
Or ignore them because you’re too depressed to talk. That type of shit.
it’s hard to hate someone when you can remember what it was like to love them. I wish I could erase all memories of you from my mind.
Get out of my head! Get out!
I wanna talk to you so badly but then why does every conversation with you taste bitter and make me feel sick
Nobody talks about how hard it is to face people again after you've had an episode in front of them
Once they've seen you do full-force into self-destruct, they always look at you with a sense of wariness and like you're not the person they thought you were
The shame makes me want to rip my skin off
might be a bit sensitive but it annoys the shit out of me when people throw the word anxiety around and don’t really mean it. Like when something annoys them and they say “it gives me anxiety”. No. Because you are not having anxiety okay having anxiety is when after you make any and every decision your chest gets tight and you feel sick to your stomach and immediately regret that decision and your head starts going ekekwkfbwijdfhjwdnfnidksjdfjsknddj. it’s like a clamp around your head. It’s not synonymous with disliking something.
my mind flickers to the thought of him and her just conversing….him not thinking about me at all. I just. I don’t want to be thinking like this.
i hate myself
Bpd culture is your fp talking to someone else and you feel so incredibly unloved and abandoned
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To avoid the sick feeling I get from talking to people about my feelings I am vomiting them out here, enjoy.
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