I Don’t Know How To Explain It But Just Being Alive Causes Me Pain
I don’t know how to explain it but just being alive causes me pain
The world is too loud, existing is overwhelming, people expect so much more than I can give
I fail at being alive every single day
I feel so ashamed to be so broken
But I don’t know how to be any other way
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Bpd culture is your fp talking to someone else and you feel so incredibly unloved and abandoned
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everyday I wonder,
how much longer can I do this ??
and then the next day passes,
and the next, and the next, and the next,
and all of a sudden it’s been three years.
and I am still, just sitting here, wondering,
how much longer can I do this ??
where is the off button
thought of you a lot today… idk why. I miss you. You have a soft voice and warm skin.
do you know what it’s like to crave a person?
bpd culture is having a violent/euphoric/“happy” episode only to immediately crash and have a really bad breakdown
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TBPDFW you're in that weird state of mind where you laugh and laugh at the smallest things while inside you think the best thing would be to end your life as soon as possible. Meanwhile you can't concentrate on anything AND you can't tell what you're feeling because the non-stop laughing is confusing you. So people don't understand the danger you're about to put yourself in, and nobody is there to save you from yourself.
Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?
"just be yourself" i dont know who the fuck i am
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To avoid the sick feeling I get from talking to people about my feelings I am vomiting them out here, enjoy.
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