THE RIGHT AMOUNT OF SELF BROUGHT MISERY AND THE DIGGING HIS OWN GRAVE AND HAPPILY LYING IN IT - Blog Posts

paint the roses AMORA. THIS IS. AMORA. I'M SO. AMORAAAAAAAA I'M GOING INSANE OVER THIS IT'S SO GOOD THE WRITING IS SPETACULAR I'M ASCENDING MY SOUL HAS LEFT MY BODY I'M ONE WITH THE UNIVERSE NOW I'M OBSESSED. GENUINELY I'M MESMERIZED BY YOUR WRITING. WHEN I THINK I CAN'T FALL MORE IN LOVE WITH IT YOU PROVE ME WRONG AAAHKDOWFKOEKGPEKGPDKFOSKF THE EMOTIONS OMG AZUL IS BEING PLAYED BY THE READER AND HE KNOWS AND HE FALLS ANYWAY HIS YEARNING HIS DESIRE I CAN FEEL IT ALL IT'S SO GOOD IT'S DELICIOUS A FULL MEAL I LOVEEEEEEE THE AZUL DROWING METAPHORS. FR ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS EVER THERE ARE SO MANY GOOD LINES I CAN'T PICK A FAVORITE. I'M GONNA PRINT IT AND PUT ON MY WALL AND LOOK AT IT EVERYDAY AT MORNING AND AT NIGHT AND ALWAYS BANGING MY HEAD ON THE WALL SLAMMING MY FISTS ON A TABLE GRIPPING MY HAIR FOAMING AT THE MOUTH IT'S SO GOOD you were just making space for yourself in his ocean of desire. you. you. you. AMORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE THIS LINE Azul is such a greedy man... but there's smth he yearns for more than any money in the world... he's greedy for you most of all even if he knows you're leading him on that his feelings aren't reciprocated. even if he goes to the ends of the earth to grant your wishes as long as you keep your lidded gaze on him your fingers ghosting along his skin and your lips grazing his own he'll do whatever it takes as long as you stay Azul doesn't mind letting himself drown. GOING INSANEEEEEEEEEEEE ×¥*%(÷(%¥÷ I LOVE MAKING AZUL SUFFER IN THE MOST DELICIOUS WAYS THIS IS EXACTLY MY TYPE OF THING THE RIGHT AMOUNT OF SELF BROUGHT MISERY AND THE DIGGING HIS OWN GRAVE AND HAPPILY LYING IN IT THE LETTING HIMSELF FALL DEEPER AND DEEPER UNTIL HE CAN'T GET OUT BECAUSE HE DOESN'T WANT TO THE CHASING LIPS AND TOUCHES AND WARMTH THAT'S NOT RECIPROCATED READER ALWAYS LEAVING HIM WANTING MORE MORE AND MORE. THE ACHE NEVER GOING AWAY ONLY GROWING AND GROWING each one made him feel like he was pulled deeper and deeper into an ocean that he'd never be able to swin out of. it filled his lungs with salt water and instead of being able to breath he drowned. he wanted even more. SCREAMING AND CRYING AND SHAKING AND DISINTEGRATING AND EVAPORATING AND IMPLODING AND THIS LINEEEEEEE THE SALT WATER THE DROWING WILLINGLY THE ACCEPTANCE OF SUCH FATE FOR CRUMBS OF AFFECTION HIM ASKING FOR MORE AND AVERTING HIS GAZE AND LOOKING JUST SO CUTE JUST SO VULNERABLE SO NEEDY MAKING YOU SIT ON HIS LAP WHILE YOU MAKE OUT AND UNBOTTONING HIS SHIRT AND HEARING THE SWEETEST WHINES AND READER JUST THINKING HE LOOKS PATHETIC BEING NEEDY LIKE THAT OH SO DESPERATE TO TAKE AND TAKE AND TAKE ANYTHING THEY GIVE HIM AND WANTING TO LAUGH AT HIS EARNESTNESS?? NOT REPLYING TO THE CONFESSION?? ASKING FOR OTHER THINGS?? HAVING HIM SO VULNERABLE AND EXPOSED UNDER THEIR THUMB AND PLAYING WITH HIM LIKE A CAT PLAYING WITH A MOUSE BEFORE EATING IT