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I’m in an art style crisis and I’m running off of nothing except sheer will power

so here y’all go

some self indulgent drawings I’ve made with my bsf this week while she suffers through this with me.

So adding on from my last post with the alternative universe leaders, I decided to do a spread of the four friends, and I added little details about each of them. I kept the theme of each ‘Matt’ alternative getting a second coat with their hoodie, that way it’s still following some of the pre-established alternative universe stuff.

Mattsworld:

Essentially this would be similar to Eddsworld, a bit goofy, a bit serious, over all nothing is entirely different. Matt doesn’t lose his memories here, but he’s a lot more fun-loving and likes pulling a ‘turning you into a vampire’ trick on his friends. In the WTFuture for him, he’s trying to manage a boat and catch up to Blue Leader, trying to put a stop to his old friend’s flooding of the planet while also trying to keep an eye on Edd. Tord is a little less serious, he does still leave the house like EW Tord does, but he doesn’t go to the army. Instead, Tord tries to actually make it in the big city and fails, so he comes back and Tom mocks him about it relentlessly. In WTFuture, he’s captured by Blue Leader and given a deal, either he can be Tom’s head engineer and have a seat at the table, or he can be tied to a cinder block and thrown into the deep blue sea… Tord chooses life obviously, and finds that after working with Blue Leader for a while, he’s starting to like life at sea, what fun it is! Edd is a little more absentminded, this is due to the fact that he had lost a little of his mind thanks to this world’s PowerEDD incident (Tom in his monster form was way more aggressive in that situation) so he’s kinda drifting through life with Matt trying to help him out. In WTFuture, he’s a lot more lucid, he’s still crazy, but he understands that this isn’t a good situation and they need to stop Tom from his quest to drown the world. Tom is crueler he’s a lot more venomous in his comments towards everyone in the house, he’s a high functioning drunk that is drunk nearly 100% of the time, he loves being mean to Tord and fighting him, it’s a thrill. In WTFuture, he is Blue Leader, and I went into detail about him in my last post, so check him and the other leader’s info out on that post.

Tomsworld:

This is comedy, pure random comedy. No one expects Matt to be the ruler of everything, so it’s a whole ass joke until Matt actually just goes ‘yeah I took over the world in a week’ it’s not even questioned. Tom is a lot more friendly, he doesn’t drink alcohol in this universe and instead drinks sprite, he’s likes to crack a joke or two and this is a Tom that gets along very well with his Tord, Tom also has a pet duck instead of Ringo, they have a ducky called ‘Ender’ and Tord laughs about it because it’s Norwegian for ‘Ducks.’ Speaking of Tord… he’s this world’s Matt, he’s a lot more docile and more focused on his hentai collection than violence, he’s a total weeb and has a figure collection that is slowly taking over his room and an intervention needs to be set. Edd is a lot more grumpy, being this world’s Tom, he’s not a drunk! But he is very snappy and sleep deprived, he’s a starving artist that really doesn’t like how Matt basically funds everything in the house thanks to his rich inheritance, he doesn’t like owing people and hates handouts, this is where their animosity begins. Now Matt… well it’s pretty easy to explain him in this world: ‘money will fix all my problems’ and it does, any problems he gets into, he either seduces his way out or buy his way out… it works everytime and Edd hates it so much. In their WTFuture, Matt rules the world and his old friends are his subjects… personal staff even. His friends all have three words to say about it: ‘God Damnit Matt…’

Tordsworld:

It’s a horror segment, everything is wrong here. When Tord left for the big city, it was the start of Edd’s deterioration. Matt and Tom noticed, getting very nervous about it… Tord came back much sooner than he does in EW mainly because of Matt and Tom’s constant calls and texts to come back. When he does, Edd seems to calm back down… but from then on, they can all see him on edge. Tord is kinder, still trying to do the red army thing in this universe but he is willing to drop it when his friends beg him to come back. He has Pau and Patryck working on the army prepping while he returns home and finds that Edd has totally changed, he’s obsessively keeping Tom and Matt close to him, once Tord is back, Edd does the same thing… it only gets worse when the PowerEDD situation goes down and Tord left due to an emergency at the Red Army base. In the WTFuture situation, Tord has been running from Edd and Pau and Patryck are helping him, as he tries to find a way to stop Edd, he’s also being haunted by the spirits of Tom and Matt. Tom is this world’s Matt, he’s constantly nervous and that in turn makes his more monster-like features appear almost constantly. Edd scares him, Tom remembered a time when their green friend was friendly, so seeing him like this? He’s afraid of what will happen if any of them leave the house again, what if that causes Edd to go off the deep end and do something drastic? He didn’t know how right he would be, he is killed by Edd, being ripped apart and murdered while he tried to shift into his monster form, his spirit now haunts Tord, usually telling him to watch out and keep his eyes out for Edd. Matt is this world’s Tom, but instead of hating Edd, he hates Tord. The reason? Because Tord eventually leaves a second time after PowerEDD without telling anyone why. He has a resentment built up against Tord, believing him to be the sole reason that Edd lost it, had Tord not left, Edd would be his happy self.. now he’s worse off. Matt does his best to bring comfort to Tom, who panics a lot more when Edd becomes more manic and aggressive towards them, Matt also does his best to soothe Edd, telling him that Tord will come back soon this process worked… but not for long, eventually Edd doesn’t take the words well and ends Matt’s and Tom’s lives. He now haunts Tord, sometimes being nice and pointing things out that could be useful but for the most part, he’s vindictive and angry towards Tord, he wants to make the other’s survival hard. I go into more detail about Edd in the other post, but he essentially develops an obsessive desire to keep his friends close after Tord leaves, getting paranoid and flipping his shit anytime one leaves his sight, he only deteriorated more after being exposed to Radiation, he amassed a following simply out of fear and uses them to search for his missing friend, when he finds him, they’ll all finally be reunited and happy again. :)

Heyyyyyyyy so a bit of a long fic for you guys! I’m gonna start working on some other wips and the next chapter for Rød Hær so hopefully this can keep you occupied while I work on these!

Also a little bonus piece:

Alright! Well I made a thing! It’s for the band au obviously, and speaking of Band Au….

GUESS WHO POSTED THE FIRST CHAPTER!

It’s me! I did it!

I’m a slow writer tho… please bear with me as I work on other WIPs in between chapters of the Band Au. Tags are subject to change, no character death! Not planning on that! Please enjoy!

Drew a thing that was inspired by my most recent fic… I wanted to also draw a little uhhh does ‘domestic’ work for this? Idk, Tom being a dad and I wanted to draw him and Tord sleeping with little A.K.

Here’s a link to that fic btw, I’m on brainrot and need to return to my writing and Norwegian practice. Ha en hyggelig dag!

So while I've been writing my Eddsworld band au, I saw some old SU clips and pumped out this one-shot. I promise I'm almost done with the first chapter of that band au.

Hi hi hi!! I made another piece that is essentially the cover for my newest addition to the ‘Tom Gets Therapy’ series! It’s a Tord centric fic folks, please consider reading this and the others in my series as well to get a better understanding of the story! Here is the link below for your convenience ❤️❤️❤️

So yeahhhhhh I made things for an idea that popped into my head while writing the newest Tom Gets Therapy fic, I’ve come to the conclusion that it would need to be multiple chapters and I am not good at multitasking lmao I can’t focus worth the life of meeeee QwQ

But yeah, the story is basically like:

Tom, Edd, and Matt have been moving from place to place because Tom is someone that can shift into his monster form, but he doesn’t have proper control over himself in this form, he can’t keep himself looking fully human and when people find out about him they try to hunt him. His kind have been hunted to near extinction, most people after their fur as it is resistant to pretty much all attacks, the only way you can properly kill or damage Tom’s kind is by catching them slowly morphing into their forms.

But that’s not the only way you can gain some of their fur. If the creature cares enough for you, they will willingly gift you their fur and weave it into a cloak so that it may protect you from harm. Tom has gifted both Edd and Matt these cloaks, but he also gifted one more to someone from his past before they were separated.

Anyways, Matt is a vampire (No duh, I'm so creative lol) and Edd is a witch, a very powerful one that does his best to protect his two ‘monstrous’ friends from danger, creating concealment charms to hide Tom’s form when he can’t fully shift into a human, and making spells that protect Matt from sunlight and keep Hunters from getting suspicious of them when they’re passing through. His familiar is Ringo obviously and she usually warns him of when people start to get suspicious or when either of Edd’s charms for his friends begin to fail. These charms do take quite a lot of energy as they are supposed to last a full day and that can take a lot of magic out of someone. Because it takes so much energy, Edd and friends are on their way to find a place that is welcoming to monsters and magic users, their journey has been unsuccessful until they one day settle for the night in the Scarlet Kingdom and find out that they and everyone else currently staying in the kingdom have been invited to a ball and you are welcome weather you’re human or monster. Of course Edd is cautious, this could be a trap… so he prepares himself for a night of holding up illusions only to see that it was the truth and that monsters are indeed here and having a good time. Though something about this ‘cursed king’ is making him a little nervous, especially when he sees the cloak the king wears is made from the same fur that Edd and Matt’s are.

So that's essentially the idea... there's obviously more to it but if I'm really going to make this into a fic I should prolly keep those details to myself... prolly also should find a beta reader too XD

Aw well!

I have made more Eddsworld content. It is TomTord garbage lol. I just wanted to write sad gay cowboys and whoop there he is!



More of my Tom Gets Therapy series will be made shortly, I'm working on it as we speak.

Me when I actually draw for fun?? No way.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TETO!!!

Wanted to draw something for Teto's birthday, and I suppose I am a day late but here it is! I tried to combine her old and new designs along with some simplifications of her design for times sake, but I think I got a pretty fun merge of her vocaloid and utau designs :3 We are not gonna talk about the composition of this drawing tho because I KNOW that is is lazy, but I am tired and believe it or not I did try to make it a little bit interesting.

No thoughts just self indulgence

Chapters: 1/25 Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Regulus Black/James Potter, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Mary Macdonald/Lily Evans Potter, Marlene McKinnon/Dorcas Meadowes, Barty Crouch Jr./Evan Rosier Characters: James Potter, Lily Evans Potter, Regulus Black, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Dorcas Meadowes, Barty Crouch Jr., Evan Rosier, Pandora Lovegood Additional Tags: Regulus Black is a Little Shit, Latino James Potter, Accidental Baby Acquisition, Jegulus Endgame, Past James Potter/Lily Evans Potter, Past Regulus Black/Barty Crouch Jr., Background Wolfstar, background Dorlene, background marylily, Starchaser, Sunseeker, Everyone Is Gay, James Potter Needs a Hug, Alternate Universe - No Voldemort, Hogwarts Seventh Year, what the fuck is that?, It's a baby, Legilimens Regulus Black, I know it's a baby what is it doing here Summary:

Lily stood up then and crossed the floor to sink down beside James. She rested her head on his shoulder, and he leaned his atop of hers. “I’m glad it’s you. I mean, if it had to be anyone, I’d pick you I think.”

 “Really?” James asked incredulously. “ I was under the impression that you found me, and I quote, ‘poncy, pigheaded and delusional’.”

“You are, but you’re also the kindest. You have the best family, too. And you’re not half bad looking; at least our kid won’t be ugly.”

They dissolved into a fit of laughter fueled by shock, exhaustion and emotional defeat. “A ginger British-Colombian. Can you imagine?”

“Will you teach them spanish?”

“I’ll have to if they have any hope of communicating with most of my family,” He chuckled. “Will you teach them how to do that thing you can with the flower petals?”

“Advanced transfiguration?” Lily huffed. “Sure, easy business for a toddler.”

“It’ll be fine, James.” Lily said, as if she was reading his mind. He wondered idly if she was, her legilimency skills were scary good, but he didn’t have any niggling feelings of intrusion in his head. “We’ll do this together.”