Resentfulpals Talks - Blog Posts

So... Reason I haven't really been posting is mostly due to the fact I am losing the passion for making my art, I do still draw and have stories I wish to share! It's just become so much for me, I feel like I'm losing it all especially with the fact that I'm considered homeless. I've been thankful enough that my uncle has taken my family and I in but, I feel like we are imposing. I've been looking for a job but, no one bothers calling or even looking at my resumes. I feel so empty and tired that I don't know what to do. I only keep going for my mom and friends along with my pup.

I apologize for venting but it sometimes is too much to the point I can't even make art or post art sometimes. So I deeply apologize for this. I will find a stable place and income but for now, I'll share what I can and I hope you all can be hopeful for some art sooner or later.

To remind people, I do gore and dark subject matters, so I advise to unfollow me if you dislike that stuff, some of this is vent and others is just be getting bored and w.i.ps

⚠️TW for depictions of death, su!c!de and somewhat realistic gore⚠️

I despise guns due to my own personal stuff, so the pieces with guns in them is just me venting I guess or whatever, idk how to explain it

Idk how to tell y'all this but, I'm not gonna continue the ROTTMNT comic au FOR NOW!!! I'm just like not really into TMNT rn as I'm just really obsessed with Arcane and I know once I see the Sonic film imma be obsessed with that and THEN next month with Ethel Cain new album?! Yeah, lol sorry

Plus I have stated before, I make very upsetting like stories and stuff about my characters. Like,, idk if anyone will even enjoy it lol,, I'm gonna start putting a big ass warning on my page that just says, "graphic subject matter" cause I'm always gonna be someone who makes psychological horror stories. It's my favorite like genre I guess of media in general lol

Was relistening to CHROMAKOPIA and that is definitely something Ekko would listen to, along with Flower Boy & IGOR.

Like idk I feel like he'd enjoy his music,, now that I've said all this,, imma try to make fanart of Ekko either like those album covers or something heavily inspired by Tyler, The Creator.

(Btw CHROMAKOPIA is my fav album rn, genuinely amazing!!!)

Sorry guys, Arcane has once again infested my brain so yeah uhhhh maybe some Arcane fanart,, idk lol

Yes that definitely means Jayvik fanart,, fuck that co-creator, those bitches gay! (Jayce bisexual and Viktor queer!)

((Also that's just my headcanon, I don't fucking care what others think, legit keep that shit to yourself, tired of seeing discourse about it, let me enjoy my disabled queer couple as a disabled queer myself))

Update: I am working on the comic, I have a problem with procrastinating and also with recent events that happened in the U.S. I have been ummm not really mentally well, I am trying, believe me, I am.

I’ll be okay, but uhhh I’m gonna finish this comic, I know it, I got this. Here’s what I got so far for the next page! Might not look like much but I still got a lot to do and yeah, thank you all for being patient with me. Even if you’re here for only my ROTTMNT art, it still means a lot to me.

Dias de Los Muertos is coming soon and I am gonna be posting a prologue to my ROTTMNT AU Oblivious Sonder, for those who don’t know, one of my oc’s in that AU is half Mexican and he celebrates that day with his family. I’m Hispanic and celebrate this holiday with my family as well since they always have, I have great cousins that are Mexican and I’ve heard nothing but tejano music, my family speaking Spanish and just have a deep appreciation for our culture.

So I put that with Dante because I like sharing these stories with people! I will try to finish this small little prologue on time! And I put it in honor of my grandma, my grandpa, my uncles and my cousin who I have recently visited at their headstones. Te quiero mucho mi familia❣️

I'm working on the comic but this is my fav month and I am preparing myself for the winter as some traumatizing shit happen around that time and my body remembers it so yeah.

Also I procrastinate but I want to share my ROTTMNT AU story cause I want to talk about ROTTMNT with more people even though I have a terrible fear of interacting with new people PFFT-

ANYWAYS,, I do thank you all for being patient and such, it truly means a lot! 🙏

I am working on the comic, I keep procrastinating cuz it's my favorite month and I just watched Transformers One (it's fucking amazing, go watch it), Jacksepticeye has been making videos on Silent Hill 2 remake and I'M NOT OVER THE AMAZING DIGITAL CIRCUS EPISODE! IT MADE ME CRY!

So, I apologize if I take forever, I get drained easily and I overthink a bit too much so I apologize!

Alright... So I might be working on some OC X Canon stuff with Gorillaz Lore stuff

So you know how 2D mentioned he might have some blue headed kids out there in the world? Welp- PFFT-

I really hope ppl enjoy it and such, I just wanted to make some wholesomeness and all that. Gorillaz is also my comfort band so yeah ✨