Q!wilbur - Blog Posts

Wilbur doesn't know why he knows the steps. It feels like a dance you remember only in a hazy state. Walking beside a small kid, careful not to trip into her stride feels right. He feels like something overtakes him to speak in a gentler voice of reassurance. To sing her a song goodnight is instinct, not just as a musician but as something else. It feels so strange all of a sudden that he of all people is so careful with a child he's never met until that day. When he heard he was possibly a dad, he simply dismissed it like minor news. Akin to hearing you have a spider in your home or it's raining in 4 days, he'll get to it but it's nothing really.

But now he cares so much, he'd wreak havoc if anything happened to Tallulah. It feels like deja vu, like looking through a mirror to another world. A world where he has a special place surrounded by redwood trees and by the riverside. That other guy he's looking at, he's building everything up just for his own kid, with the same face of care and concerns as his own. He's singing some lullabies as him, matching the cadences and lyrics even if hushed and mumbled. He's teaching how to shoot a bow and arrow to his kid just like him, explaining the steps the same as him. He's leaving the kid soon just like the other, but at least he's trusting someone else to take care in his stead.

There's another kid, he realises. And that kid looks sad, in spite of the beautiful scenery. That kid is looking at walls, just like Tallulah. He's not living in much comfort or glamour, just like Tallulah. He's learning how to fend for himself with a bow and arrow, Tallulah will be like that soon. He's seen the dance, the rhythm of a deadbeat. And now its up to him to change the paces.

Will doesn't know why he pauses in faint recollection when a memory doesn't exist. It's merely a dream from a bygone night, but what's a memory but not a dream you've seen before. Yet when remembers walking through the forest and a flash of red fur snickering, he doesn't understand why a pang of burrowing feelings hits him.

And that feeling turns to drive, a desire to be at least the best dad he can be for now. For Tallulah and for that lonely kid he doesn't remember.

wilbur's perspective on parenthood is rooted only in tallulah's emotional wellbeing, but that neglects her physical wellbeing. wilbur is similar to tallulah in that both of them are rather new to the world, and neither understand the atrocities that have already taken place. wilbur believes that he only needs to emotionally equip tallulah, and he can take care of the rest. he frequently tells her how much he loves her, he sings to her, he goes the extra mile to make sure she knows that he's proud of her. all of this is great and absolutely necessary, but wilbur is not giving her the final necessary thing in this world: physical protection. he doesn't understand that he won't always be there to protect her, even though he knows that he'll literally be away for long periods of time. he doesn't understand how easy it is for these eggs to break. he doesn't understand that people will kill her for the sake of killing her. and as a result, he doesn't feel the need to give her armor or weapons. wilbur thinks that he can protect her physical wellbeing because he'll always be there, but he's mistaken. at least if she dies, she'll do so knowing that she's loved. but she'll be dead anyway, and it'll be wilbur's fault.

wilbur not wanting to be a father lines up with his fears. he doesn't want to give tallulah any weapons or armor because he wants her to just "be a kid." he doesn't want to expose her to atrocities and wants to keep her happy at all times. however, this isn't realistic for the world they live in. horrible things have already taken place. kids have died already, and their parents have gone on murderous rampages as a result. even beyond that, mobs will try to attack the children. wilbur is scared of tallulah being hurt and shown what the world is really like, but the catch is that those things are inevitable. there will be a point where tallulah will have to fight, where she'll see what grief does to a person, where she will have to protect herself, and wilbur is deathly afraid of that. the one thing wilbur is afraid of is the one thing he can't avoid.

it just makes me soo like wilbur didnt want to be a father at first and now he's teaching tallulah to love because he believes it triumphs over everything...he wants to protect her with a thin wall between her and reality, from everything complicated, from fighting up close, in order to be safe. Safe enough to live, and to never face anything that could destroy love. It won't last forever, something will throw a wrench in that. Whether she runs into danger regardless, or she watches him from afar (just like he taught her, with the bow) dying for her. Whether her family is ripped from her, or she believes one day love isn't enough.

okay im gonna be aggressive about this actually wil doesn't get to show up after two weeks of phil being the second best dad on the entire fucking server (after roier) and start throwing implications about phil being a terrible father and the fandom eating it up

like wil is Objectively Incorrect that phil shouldn't be raising his kids as warriors. tallulah Will die if she doesn't at least get armor and a sword for self defense. phil's house seems paranoid but chayanne would be dead now if not for it.

qsmp phil is a good dad actually no matter how much wil wants to give his own character some angst at phil's expense

THIS GIVES ME ALL THE SERITONI I NEED!!!

Have you seen the video of Wilbur booping Tallulah ?

Now you have 💜

with an episode like that how could I not frantically sketch instead of doing work

ok so now we. have a new tntduo stream. fuck dsmp!tntduo, now qsmp!tntduo is my best friend

tallulah and wilbur are making a farm when wilbur sees quackity standing on a hill watching them and tells tallulah to go inside. btw quackity is shirtless

he goes over to quackity and threatens him because he was suspicious that quackity was giving tallulah special treatment at school

he comments on quackity's shirtlessness, and adds, "well, not that i mind."

quackity shows him tallulah's blood-covered homework and her portrait of wilbur

quackity said the reason he was paying attention to tallulah was because he wanted to know how wilbur and tallulah communicated. and how they clearly loved and understood each other. and how he didn't have that with tilin. i cry.

quackity puts his shirt back on and also changes his pants for booty shorts while wilbur stares. wilbur starts laughing at his ankle socks and quackity asks what's so funny. wilbur says "nothing you look amazing." he calls him a top. and complements his booty shorts.

quackity asks if he can see tallulah and wilbur talk. he kinda stares at them talking for a while. tallulah takes wilbur to the side and ask why quackity was acting weird. wilbur said he was grieving. tallulah said 'he needs a lot of love in his life.' wilbur says yeah.

tallulah asks if quackity is part of "their team" (family) now. wilbur says not right now. maybe later.

wilbur then talks to quackity who is now crying and comforts him. wilbur talks quackity down from killing a tortoise with the same name of his deceased uncle by reciting a love poem at him. quackity tries to do the same but ends up just talking about cock.

wilbur says that he and tallulah can bring love to quackity's life and they can hang out together.

quackity puts on sunglasses to hide his tears and comes out to talk to tallulah again. tallulah asks if he's okay and if he needs a hug. quackity says no.

WILBUR asks if quackity needs a hug. quackity says yes, but only if he doesn't ruin his expensive clothes. they hug. wilbur complements the fabric and says it feels nice. quackity gets a boner. cool.

quackity gives them stale popcorn. tallulah complements his sunglasses. wilbur then gets angry at quackity because he figures out quackity wanted him to kill slime even though quackity said he's gotten over that. they depart ways.

we finally got what we wanted. it only took. three years.

I'm hoping that the blue thing might be a ukulele. If so thats adorable

SHES AN ARTIST!!!!

ACk- My brain, All i wanted to do was make a silly lil' fun playlist about Willbur and Tallula for the Qsmp But my silly lil brain BETRAYED ME. You wanna know how?? THIS

Go on give it a listen