Mentally Unstable - Blog Posts

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Wow unexpected yay new account to scream into the ether with

Stupid goblin, that was supposed to go with you to the grave.

I am mentally exauhsted 😭

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dont you just hate seasonal depression

IM NOT READY

I AM GOING TO HAVE A BREAKDOWN

I WILL PROB ONLY POST AOT CONTENT

NO NO NO NO NO NO-

next person I date needs to at least understand mental illness. it would make a difference if I actually dated someone that understood 🖤

the fact that i can’t have any interests without them being hyper fixations really do be giving me brain damage

anyone else too mentally ill for love?

I wish I could turn back time,

To when we had our first connection.

I would write our story all over again,

But this time with more experience.

I’m sure many are affected by the news we’ve received as of late. This does hurt, if you did not know this person that’s okay as well. The event has been occurring time and time again with people of all sides. I’m sure you can relate to a time of mental challenge. Maybe you’re going through them right now. Reach out! It’s okay. We must prevent this from happening, for the sake of all. Young children to tend to young adults and adults to older adults. From people struggling in school or career or their marriage/ relationship or with themselves. We have so much power at the tip of our fingers. Use it in a good way. I hope this message is reached by many more.

I came wounded

To the shore.

Sure, it was foolish,

To hope,

To be soothed,

To be cradled,

To know less aches;

Lighter on the waves.

But I was too wounded,

Abrasions and bruises.

Surprise! I dived! I cried!

It burns, even the ocean.

The word 'prodigy' never found its way near my name. Yet, all I hear from peers who used to be proud, now concerned, is ' you know too much.' And I ask, and I cry.

Did I fly too close to the sun again, Father? Am I falling?

- reign

I forget most in madness, sickness of my heart washes over these delicate memories I hold till they aren't. But something tells me, I will remember you, not as a warning, never that, more like warmth. I will know you as my gentle sun, less harsh than the real one.

- reign

I weep in rememberance of the ache that once existed. Not before. I wait for it to die, then I cry for the sapling that grows on its burial floor. This doesn't save me from pain, it just spares no mercy. So I lament for what is and once was.

-reign

I want to be like the tides, gentle and roaring. I would try to kiss the moon in one blink and come crashing down in another. But I am not that free. I am this little plant that seeps and stays. My smile depends upon the skies. Even if I hate to admit it, the winter solstice makes me long for warm lights.

- reign

Almost and always

She tempts me

To be as cold as her

Winter, in all her beauty

Haunts me too

As she slowly dies with the dew

-reign

Almost and always

She tempts me

To be as cold as her

Winter, in all her beauty

Haunts me too

As she slowly dies with the dew

-reign

I still drown in the waters I claimed to have mastered