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I act out in hopes that I won't be left alone. I speak loudly in hopes that people will listen. I take fast in hopes that I don't bore people. I say everything I can in hopes that people won't forget. I do so much to try and have friends but at the end of the day I'm just the weird girl who says unhinged stuff. I just want to not feel alone for once. I want to be able to do the things I dream about with someone else. I sacrifice what I want so that someone will stick with me, but I never get that in return. I let them treat me like shit because at least they acknowledge me. I'm alone even when I'm surrounded by my friends because I know they would choose each other over me.
I'm gonna actually chuck myself off the side of a building. I can't do this anymore. Life actually hates me. Everything keeps going wrong, but then it dangles something nice right in front of my face, just to snap it in half. I'm just so tired. I can't do this anymore. I am one more bad event away from ending it all. Stop pushing me to my breaking point, PLEASE!!!!
okay guys i need some serious help i thought i was trans like i thought long and hard about that i've been debating it since i was 14. but then i remembered the first time i ever came out to someone i was agender/non-binary(when i was 12-13). and so i thought what if i am agender and just want to be in a normalized gender(male/female). like honestly i feel like that would make sense because like sometimes yeah i feel okayish in my body but then not? ohmygod help im having a serious crisis๐๐ญ๐ฐ๐๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ง
I can't even look at myself right now, I'm disgusted by my body
I hate cramps
Ugly crying in the bathroom of the gym rt if you agree
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HUH TELL ME FUCKING WHY