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Warnings: smut, knife, blood, grinding, degration
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The cold metal pricked against your throat, as your breathing recklessly increased. The sharp tip dragged down your collar bones, barely laying above your bare breasts. The knife lightly pricked your skin, where a red drop of liquid now sat. Yeonjun’s head dipped closer to your chest, licking the drop of blood off your chest. A shameful moan screamed out of your mouth, lifting your hips for somewhat friction.
“Down baby” he growled, shoving your hips into the bedsheets. You practically only got wetter. How pathetic… you’re turned on by your boyfriend licking blood off your chest. It wasn’t the sweat dripping from his hair, nor his slight grinding. But it was the feeling of his wet and slimy tongue on your chest after he cut you with a cold knife. “Like that princess?” Yeonjun dragged the knife down your thighs, adding slightly more pressure. A breathless moan left your mouth, “more…” his head tilted, chuckling at your needy look.
“I make the rules here… don’t even try to fuck around…”
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we can take, we can take, we can take our time, baby
pairing: choi yeonjun x fem!reader genre: smut, established relationship, dom!yeonjun, female sub!reader synopsis: in which neither yeonjun nor you can fall asleep, so you decide to pass some time word count: 794 warnings: cockwarming, semi-fluff at the beginning, implied choking (but not actually doing it)
not a time stamp lol
[01:16 AM]
Taking a deep breath, you could feel Yeonjun's entire warmth enveloping you as he pulled you closer to him. Both of you had been trying to fall asleep for hours now, but neither he nor you could get an eyeful. It was your first time sleeping over at his place and for some reason, you were rather nervous, though you had been dating each other for a while now.
It wasn't even your first time sharing a bed, the two of you had already spent hours doing filthy things under the covers but this time it felt different. So much closer and intimate. Because although you loved each other and were in a relationship, you never got the chance to stay the whole night.
Your hands acted as a pillow on his chest for your head to rest on and your legs were entangled under the sheets like there was no tomorrow, while he lovingly stroked your hair and repeatedly told you how beautiful you are.
The comfort of his hug surrounded you like a blanket as his arms wrapped around your torso and his hands clasped behind your back. You removed one of the hands from underneath your face and you started drawing little circles on his chest.
A faint smile plastered his face when he brought his hands to your hips and gently pulled you up to have a better look at your face. Your tongue ran across your bottom lip as your eyes locked on his and Yeonjun slowly stroked a strand of hair behind your ear.
»Don't do that«, he whispered and kissed your lips. »You know damn well, what it does to me.«
The devilish grin you gave him would have been enough to send him over the edge if he had taken a moment to appreciate it, but he was far more interested in finding a new comfortable position to lie in and fathom solely you with his eyes.
Big hearts were almost visible inside of them when he eyed you with so much affection and love, while you just leaned in towards him and connected your lips to his again.
Yeonjun quickly got a different idea because his hands gently slipped underneath your shirt and caressed your silky skin. You pushed yourself up and looked him in the eyes, while his hands now settled on your waist before he reached up and stroked your cheek.
"You're beautiful", he whispered, leaning in closer to press his lips onto yours as his hands held your face tightly but carefully. Not letting go of you, he sat up against the headboard of his bed and pulled you onto his lap.
A silent moan escaped your lips when he rocked his hips against yours and his bulge grazed your crotch. One of your hands found its place on Yeonjun's throat, resting without putting pressure, while the other took a handful of his dark hair; your lips continued to move against his and he hooked his fingers underneath the waistband of your sweats, pulling your underwear down with them.
»You're cute with my hand on your neck like this«, you purred, before the cool air touching your wet cunt drew another moan from your lips.
You only earned a huff from him in response, but you wasted no time, tugging at your boyfriend's sweat pants to make him take them off as well.
Rolling off him, you freed your legs from the piece of clothing and he followed your movements, groaning when his dick sprung free from the constrictions of his boxers.
But when you moved on to taking off your shirt, he quickly grabbed your wrists, pulling you back onto his lap.
»Can you just sit on my cock tonight, please?«
You smiled at his breathless question, the lust almost dripping from him as he propped himself up on his elbows and let out a silent moan when you wrapped your hand around his girth, pumping him a few times, before aligning him with your entrance and slowly sinking down on him until he bottomed out.
You playfully pushed your hips forward, teasing him some more before his hands clasped your hips and stilled your movements.
»Don't move, you hear me?«
He looked you in the eyes and leaned forward to stroke a loose strand of hair out of your face. A pout formed on your lips, but he only mocked you and snapped his hips upward, earning a sweet moan from you. You rolled your head back, taking in everything he was giving you, and closed your eyes at the feeling between your legs. He filled you up so good as if you were just made to take him in.
»You're really so damn beautiful«, he whispered, before placing a sloppy kiss on your exposed chest. »So warm and tight, even after all those times I fucked you.«
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sorry for the wait, ily yeonjun anon <3
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❄️ yeonjun ❄️
YES!!!! I DONT UNDERSTAND!!! ALL THE OTHER TEASER WERE LIKE A NICE DAY IN THE MEADOW... do de do
AND THEN THERES YEONJUN IN HIS COWBOY HAT AT A MERRY GO ROUND?!?! The music was completely different toooooo!?? SO CONFUSED
Y'ALL..... WHAT THE ACTUAL FUVK
IM SO CONFUSED!!
I promise I would do anythjng to kill you. Anything for you to die at the bottom of shit, but we know I am not in this strength and never has been. But I will still try hoping that you can feel pain, even though we all know you’re incapable and after thunder see only your own face.
“Emptiness is all, it raised me as I am” - Zoltán Böszörményi, from “The Dust of My Existence,” The Conscience of Trees
Happy Yeonjun day 💙💙💙
the sound of crashing waves, your laughter
my motivation is being sucked out.. BUT NOT TO WORRY! I’m coming out with a Yeonjun x Reader series (but it may take a while-) so look forward to that <33
sypnosis: you and yeonjun are secret agents doing your last mission of the year. yeonjun is planning to propose to you after but his plans become.. partially wrecked.
genre(s): angst, fluff (if you squint), secret agent au
pairing: nonidol!secret agent!choi yeonjun x afab!secret agent!reader
trigger warnings: profanity, blood/gore, gun(shots), (mentions of) d3ath, mentions of gunshot wounds, (mentions of) murd3r
a/n: lmk how this is because i was super lazy and this is probably really bad TT
anyway tho, i'm a sucker for angst and wanted to write one for a while so.. enjoy-?
January 1st. A New Year. A day to celebrate.
And the day that--unbeknownst to you--Yeonjun was planning to propose to you.
Right at 12:00 AM today, December 31st. Right when the fireworks shoot into the midnight sky, speckled with twinkling stars. Right before the fireworks crackle and bloom above them in different colors.
Right after their long, tiring assignment that went completely wrong.
"I'm guessing you heard that we're having our last mission this year together, darling?" You look up to see your boyfriend leaning against the doorframe of your office.
You let out a sigh, closing the folder containing your mission that you had just scanned through. You stood up from your chair, pushing it to your desk. "Though I wish they would've let us have the day off seeing that it's New Year's Eve."
"You know they'll never let us off." Yeonjun smiled, stepping towards you. His arms slide around your waist before he leans closer to your face, pecking your lips.
You pull away and lay your forehead onto Yeonjun’s shoulder. “Still, a break would be nice.”
“After the mission, I have a surprise for you.” Yeonjun strokes a hand through your hair and plays with the ends as you hum in amusement.
“Really? And what’s that?”
“It wouldn’t be a surprise if I told you, baby.” Yeonjun chuckled. “Let’s just get ready for the mission now, hm?”
You grumble into his chest but let go of him to oblige.
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You and Yeonjun stand in front of a large building, guns strapped to both of your waists. The sun had just set, leaving a navy sky above them and the street lamps being their only source of light.
Cicadas chirp in the night as a chilly breeze drifts past them. Your hair dances in the wind, along with the trees and bushes nearby.
“Ready?” Yeonjun grins at you reassuringly.
“Ready as I’ll ever be.” You let out a small breath, turning into a puff of smoke in the winter weather, and smile back. Yeonjun nods and looks up at the building towering over them. It was the headquarters of your secret agent organization’s enemy.
The mission was simple. Sneak into the building, destroy any information that they have on your agent organization, and get out.
Simple, but not easy.
Being the head building of the organization, there was bound to be a lot of bodyguards. Plus, it was New Year’s Eve, which likely meant double the security. It wasn’t a surprise that you and Yeonjun were chosen, being the aces of your organization.
“Let’s go.” Yeonjun suggests. You follow him as he opens the window at the back of the building and slips inside. He signals you to come in as well after making sure the coast was clear.
The whole way to the floor of information on your organization was too easy. There were barely guards in sight, just a few here and there, but nothing you and Yeonjun couldn’t take care of or sneak past.
You decided to shake the weird feeling off, guessing that even the agents were celebrating with their families and friends.
Yeonjun led the way up, and back down after you had destroyed all the information and evidence of your presence. The two of you easily snuck out of the building without being seen and quickly let your boss know about your success.
Yeonjun takes your hand as the two of you slowly walk away from the building, “That was easier than expected, huh?”
“Guess everyone’s out for the holidays.” You lean your head against his shoulder. Yeonjun chuckles and plants a soft kiss on your forehead.
Unexpectedly, you hear a muffled shouting from behind you. The two of you whip your heads around. It’s a man, specifically one of the bodyguards.
One hand presses onto the wound the two of you gave him earlier, assuming he was dead, and the other holds a gun. A explosive, chilling noise rings in your ears, the undeniable screech of a bullet shooting towards you.
“Shit- Y/n, get back!” Yeonjun’s eyes widen as he shoves you out of the way.
The rest unfolds in a blink of an eye and you can’t even process what happened until after it did.
Yeonjun rips out his gun, firing bullets back at the bodyguard. The bullet the guard had fired sinks into Yeonjun’s abdomen and pierces his skin, making him stumble to the ground and wince.
“YEONJUN!” You cry, sprinting to your boyfriend after checking to see if the security guard threat was clear.
Yeonjun coughs out blood as he holds the wound. Red stains his shirt and trickles to the ground. You curse under your breath, squeezing your eyes shut to force incoming tears back in, and apply pressure onto his wound.
“Why the fuck did you do that?!” You scold, avoiding Yeonjun’s gaze. That gaze filled with sadness and warmth and pain and so many more feelings that all mix together, yet he felt more concern for you than anything else.
“Y/n..” Yeonjun smiled, placing a hand on yours, “love you.”
“What..?” You whisper and look into his eyes, and his smile makes your voice start to break. “Don’t- don’t say that.. you’re not going to die. You are not leaving me.”
“He shot my abdominal aorta. You know I’m not going to make it.” His blood doesn’t stop flowing and it dirties your hands as you press harder onto his wound.
“Yeonjun, shit- don’t-“
Yeonjun slowly reaches his free hand into his pocket, “Remember that surprise I had? I want to tell you before going.”
You follow his gaze as he pulls out a small case. It opens and you let out a small gasp.
“Love, I’m sorry to do this to you.. but I wanted to let you know. You make me happiest when I’m with you. I’m glad you came into my life.. I couldn’t have found anyone better. Thank you for being with me all this time.” Yeonjun looks up at you. “So I have to ask.. will you marry me?”
“Yeonjun, I-“ Your breath catches in your throat, staring at Yeonjun’s injured state and the diamond ring he holds in front of you. Tears spill from your eyes, turning your eyes blurry so you can’t even see clearly anymore when you nod furiously.
You hear Yeonjun let out a small chuckle and he slips the ring onto your finger. He wipes a tear away from your eyes and places it back onto your hand.
“You better not die on me now.” You say sternly with a sniffle. You know you can’t stop the god-forsaken bleeding, you know that you’re just being selfish, and you curse yourself for it. For not having the ability to save Yeonjun, and for having to rely on him to hold on.
“I love you..” He whispers with his eyes closed so that only you can hear.
In the far distance, you can hear the crackle of fireworks as they bloom above you in multiple colors. Into the midnight sky, speckled with twinkling stars.
But as the clock strikes 12 AM, your fiancée’s hand goes cold and you are left alone.
sypnosis: you can’t sleep so your boyfriend comes over to help
genre(s): fluff
pairing: nonidol!kang taehyun x afab!reader
trigger warnings: profanity, (mentions of) insomnia
a/n: i wrote this for myself honestly LMAOO insomnia really loves messing with me these days
for my fellow insomniacs that stan taehyun<3
You toss around your bed for what seemed like the nth time, the mattress sheets shuffling under you. With a heavy sigh, you roll around to the small table on left side of the bed. Your fingers lightly tap on your phone screen, the brightness spreading and lighting up the whole room.
2 AM. Well.. shit.
You groan into your pillow, coming out as muffled grumbles. All you wanted was sleep, even one hour, but insomnia just had to bite you. Not even the lingering scent in your boyfriend’s clothes could help.
Tired—literally, and of no sleep—you grasp your phone. You pull it over to you, laying sideways on your pillow and pressing your boyfriend’s contact.
[y/nie] : taeee are u awake? can’t sleep ㅠㅠ
You knew he probably wasn’t, but it gave you some comfort to let him know you were awake. Although, you did feel guilty if your message wakes him up in the middle of the night.
You get up from the bed and manage to stumble downstairs, eyelids heavy and exhausted. You plop down onto the couch next to the front door with a deep exhale. You pick up the remote next to you, turning on the TV in front of you.
Just a few minutes into the video, the doorbell rings. Taehyun. You hastily shut off the TV and dash to the door, opening it.
Your boyfriend stands there, at your door, the street lights reflecting onto his skin in the dark of night. Taehyun scans you up and down, a gentle smile enveloping on his face. “You look really cute in my shirt.”
Your eyes widen, feeling heat rising to your cheeks and your stomach filling with butterflies. “Thanks..”
Taehyun slowly steps into your house, closing the door behind him. As soon as the door shuts, he snakes his arms around your waist and lowers his chin onto your shoulder.
“Were you on your phone before you went to sleep?” Taehyun murmurs into your ear as you wrap your arms around him and bury your face into his neck.
“Mhm..” You hum, feeling his lips press onto your collarbone. Taehyun pulls away to look at you, eyes softening.
“That’s why you can’t sleep, princess..” He scolds lightly. You nod sheepishly, letting your head fall to Taehyun’s chest.
You hear Taehyun sigh before sliding one arm to your upper back. He pulls his other arm away from you, moving to one side of you and crouching to slide his other arm under your thighs. He then lifts you up bridal style, making you let out a small squeak.
You lean against his chest as Taehyun carries you upstairs, pushing the door of your bedroom open. He gently lays you onto your bed, going back to close the door. He returns shortly after and slips in next to you.
You shuffle towards him, laying your head on his chest. “Sorry for waking you up in the middle of the night..”
“It’s okay, love. I got up because I want you to be able to sleep.” Taehyun tucks a strand of your hair behind your ear.
You look up at him and whisper, “Can you sing for me? It might help me sleep.”
Taehyun looks back down at you with a small smile, wrapping his arms around your torso. “Anything for you, princess.”
Your heart flutters at his endearing words, and warmth envelopes you as Taehyun holds you close. Your eyes shut as you listen to the sound of his heartbeat and his soft lullaby. Sleep once again welcomes you in open arms.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE READ THIS!! IT’S REALLY IMPORTANT.
okay, this is getting serious now. BIGHIT, STOP. MISTREATING. TXT. PROTECT OUR BOYS??? PEOPLE ARE FCKING SENDING DEATH THREATS TO THEM AND SAYING IT WILL BENEFIT THEIR ULT GROUP BUT THAT'S JUST DISGUSTING. DON'T YOU KNOW YOU'RE HURTING YOUR ULT GROUP WHEN YOU SAY THAT?? A LOT OF IDOL GROUPS ARE FRIENDS WITH EACH OTHER AND THEY'LL DEFINITELY BE UPSET ABOUT THIS.
THIS IS FCKING MADNESS, I LITERALLY STOPPED, DROPPED MY HOMEWORK, AND STARTED WRITING THIS. #stopmistreatingtxt
THIS IS GETTING TOO MUCH. TXT ARE EXHAUSTED AND BEING OVERWORKED RIGHT NOW, AND THIS IS WHAT THEY GET??? COMMENTS SAYING THEY SHOULD DIE FROM THE EXHAUSTION??? WHAT THE FCK??
Even if you don't stan TXT, PLEASE JOIN THIS! THIS IS MAKING ME GO ABSOLUTELY BATSHT CRAZY! BEOMGYU GOT A NOSEBLEED IN ONE OF THEIR CONCERTS, SOOBIN SHOWED SIGNS OF EXHAUSTION AND YET COVERED IT WITH A SMILE FOR US NOT TO WORRY. PLUS, APPARENTLY, HE SLEPT FOR 20 HOURS STRAIGHT. THAT'S NOT OKAY.
To my kpop stans, email bighit and spread the word about txt. reblog this. anything. PLEASE. We do NOT need more kpop idols to commit su!c!d3.
the only thing left in my brain rn : I’M SO SHOCKEDDD
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