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I wanted to at least.be 46.5 kg by the end of this month. I only gained weight! I’m a disappointment -_-
I feel like this blog is turning really disgusting! I’m gonna stop right now.
Recently I found out I am in fact lactose intolerant, so every time I get constipated I just drink a glass of milk. Smart? NOOOOO ,but does it work? ABSOLUTELY
Recently I have been in my B/P era. Enjoying the taste of food, but at what cost?
Also I’ve got long acrylic nails so you know back of my throat looks busted.
Should I make a new account or a # so if my account gets banned we can still finde each other? 🥲
I fear I wake up tomorrow and my account get banned again!
Hello? All my 3d communities are gone!!!! What the actual fuck :/
Between all these 13 year olds on 3dblrr, I feel really old.
Are there any 4n4 guys here? I feel like I haven’t seen any of them here since I got my new account .
Guess who is f4t again?
I’m crying in my room, while my last meal is boiling in my throat threatening to come up.
I get so frustrated and angry when I binge. Meanwhile when I’m ⭐️ing I’m like the chillest person ever, but this mother fuckers got to push me to eat when I am in control for once.
It’s kind of funny when people are against self diagnosis.
Like you are about to tell me I just ⭐️ve and B/P cause it’s fun?
Yeah it’s a feast bro, you should try that sh!t some time^^
Be fucking for real! I have had an 3d, when I didn’t even fucking know what it was.
This day has been the worst day in a long time.
Binged on sandwiches, Pizza and chocolate.
They wont understand my obsession 🖤🍰
I can physically feel my stomach jiggling while in a car.
Helppp!
I binged and I didn’t even look how much calories I ate. I wanna d!e.
I don’t have a progress. I just loose and gain the same weight about thousand times.
The same people, who talk shit about what outfit overweight people wear in public, are also the same people telling me to eat.
Like pick a side pls. You are the reason I developed an 3d in the first place.
I want to be unrecognizable this summer🌻🌊
I will lock the fuck in
When F4sting for 24h+ :
How the world looks like vs How I look like
Does anyone actually like my blog? I feel like it’s kind of all over the place.
The word 4nor3xic seems so unfamiliar to me sometimes. So distant. So not me, but at the same time it is me. It is what makes and breaks my day. I relate and understand it so well, but at the same time I feel distant from it. Like I am just watching from outside of my body.
Here is what I ate/drank today:
Breakfast : I was actually f4sting, but had a pocket Coffee , cause black coffee taste like ass : 75 calories
Lunch : nothing
Snack : Cola Zero : 0 calories
Dinner : stirred tofu-bowl with rice : 327 calories
Snack : 5 teaspoons of protein chocolate pudding : 21 calories
Total calories : 423
Protein : 22.6 g
Carbs : 25 g
Fat : 17.7 g
Fiber : 3 g
Me and Ana are besties right now. 🎀