I can’t ever respect you, you bounded everything to make me hate you. It’s same thing every time, everyone has fun and you make light-hearted joke until you get ostracised and bullied. Not everybody can makes jokes apparently, but not all people can be friends as well. I am forced to be evil because you need me to be one. I can’t be your friend neither a bystander, I need to be the consummate for your friendships.
Even if I didn’t ever want it. That’s why I can never respect you.
I am not fucking going outside why is it so cold in spring 😌
Unlike people, I don't have ego. I don't feel evil when I do things. Only people who have good lives feel fear of losing these lives, i had everything of pride stolen from me long ago. That's why I've always been objective and never egoitstical. Because I long have lost. I was always loser when it came to winning anything, the bottom of the barrel. That's why we losers tend to objectify things, atlhough I never lie to myself so I can never really cope. We like science so much because we can't win in usual environment. I don't know if you believe this is blessing in disguise, but I already lost to you.
How do I make this transformation without remaining even more sociopathic-lookin’
Has me
Liking breasts remained my personality trait throughout my life?
I’ve really gotta change things.
I’m gonna be more mature.
its not gonna give me high reputation posting this draft but here it is...just some ideas that go through my turd of brain ack...
I was thinking how can I put it in such way that when I write a story it doesn't ruin my time spent on other things in life, ultimately writing erotic ideas is way more fun to the point of way too much power... Putting chains on me is difficult to do. I thought to just write notes or small pieces of story and move on, but then I want to progress into it, dwell within.
Ultimately, I need to have more discipline on myself.
My biggest problem
Is my retardness.
I can think of one idea then my brain is like “this idea is good okay…” its like brain wants to quit on things as quickly as possible and doesnt like to store the problem inside itself. Why am I so lazy?
I should have played simon says more hahaha lol but seriously. Maybe it is that things have become waaaaay too encouraging towards fast paced low effort spam instead. Technology and the cattle want braindead and I myself turn into braindead smart people will be more braindead as they are in the effect, basically all retards make others retard slowly because because thats information overflow.
So much information but little desire to process SHIT. which made my brain give up long ago and thats why i can never finish a script for sennen aigis erotic story, so instead i decided to paste it here. Because I thought i just thought… you can give
Your take.
What is good? If you complain and get hurt "react back" to deliver evil upon others, included the ones who have hurt you, what makes it of you? Righteous? I was thinking of that in the morning as I woke up, whether I vent or try to do something as sharing my pain, in my idea sharing is good. Can I believe humanity can be trusted? I am afraid of that that if I don't share my struggle people will never care of me. I am not wrong, unfortunately. They will not. Only through whip people learn. They form morality through suffering. Did people stop killing because it was right thing to do or because it was a necessity and it was abused? You can say all you want, but when there are no consequences every person here in the room will claim it's first.
When there are consequences though, thigns change. And even though these rules make us greater in return, how are we to know that these rules were made solely for sake of itself? IT was common sense or we were finally FORCED to admit that? If I say there are vampries in the village, no one will believe me until they see vampires with their own eyes. Who are ought to believe pedophilea or murder are bad things? Justification for it on individual level sounds positive. You may have million reasons of benefit. The chances that humanity formed justice solely by listening to poor is incorrect assumption. But it's true, the more humantiy experiences direct wall hitting their head, the more they are aware of things, AS LONG as that WALL exists to begin with. In other words, humanity is okay with existing in a form of neutrality, wherence they commit tyranny but are not persecuted. It is the fear of that persecution, that makes them denounce and do good. But to this day in contemporary era, humans do lots of evil to each other but are not persecuted.
Without passion to punsh, we live in constant contemporary unfairness and injustice. I wanted to write more but this fucking site keeps crashing
I fucking hate normies.
I hate how they speak. I hate how its impossible to connect to them or they’re so cruel. Normies are absolute abominable and scary, they always look down at me with intent to fuck me over. And they’re evil hypocrites who are like super evil and all like fairy tale beasts from some old germanic grimm origins.
All normies want is to destroy the world. Their way of thinking is so mindfucked I look at them like how an angel looks at it, - in a way of complete indifference and normies are fucking idiots with no way Ill respect them.
For a week I wanted to make joke that banana flavored will look like Estus aka drinking protein is like drinking a real estus flask from dark souls.
I should hace bought orange.
I have planned on making my own blog for like a lot, and my idea was to get domain, to manually write it.... IT still is. But knowing this place, I do feel it offes pretty much anything you would want, also it's been 3 days! :F
I am afraid of going on blogfesting, my biggest challenge is to keep it to myself sometimes, this place definitely feels really cool... And I don't want to ruin my blog by being too weird.
First, I really love Jack from Baki, right now he is really well treated... It's common knowledge if people know me but I am also jaw training and wear his shirt. To me, Jack is really cool. I love seeing his progress and journey, but I doubt the writer will let him kill his father..... Unfortunately.
He is ready to sacrifice himself to become stronger but he is very stoic and always appeared stoicish... I really hope the authors don't ruin him, I do have a bit of a bad feeling about it. He was also raised Christian when he was a kid, originally he did not intend on using drugs to become stronger... That has been something that was offered to him by scientist who needed human experiment, so he is partially affected by the world itself to be evil.
Of course, thee steroids he had were worse than usual, but steroids in general are bad for long term health. Steroids have of course had adverse effect on him...
Oh, nvm this is the wrong picture.
He also defeated Pickles! :F I didn't expect that, there was not much build up here and it was one-sided defeat. So I wonder about that.
While some men go for style and character, others go for brute stoicism. Both Astolfo and Jack are definitely one of the best characters, I am rooting for them. :D
I hope you enjoyed my post, I am new here and I am not very good at socializing with homosapiens.
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