Ranting

I'm so tired of comparing myself to others. I know it's stupid, but I really can't help it. All day goes like this: I should be tall like that guy. Oh, I should be as positive as that girl, I should be funny like that person.

I've changed a lot about myself and now I'm not sure if the guy I look like, is really me. I wish I could dress the way I want, but the social norms don't seem to let me (not without getting noticed and bullied by it). I want to wear suspenders! Why? I like vintage things! But even though it's freaking Halloween, I still got made fun of because I wore suspenders.

I need to wear my glasses daily. I know that. But do I wear them? No. Because I keep getting made fun of. I'm so sick and tired of all this. I wish it would end, but I know it won't really. I've even changed the way I've talked.

I wish people wouldn't make fun of people for something they can't control. IT'S SO FUCKING STUPID. I can't help it that I'm short! People know that. And yet: I keep getting made fun of, compared to, etc.

"I'm taller than you." They say. Buddy. You think I don't know that? "No offense, but you're really short." Oh no, really? "Yay! I'm taller than you!" I'm glad you feel better while you make me feel like shit. Yay!

I'm so tired of this. I'm tired of the way I look. I'm just really tired. I wish I was tall, but I'm not. I wish I was confident, but I'm not. I wish I was respected, but that's NOT gonna happen anytime soon.

I don't know. I'm just tired. And really frustrated.

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personal rant sorry for the rant

SERIOUSLY GUYS I DON'T BITE

Drawings requests or asks about my AU would be most appreciated because school is making me lose my mind ^ ^! If you want more facts about a certain character let me know!

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help reblog

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unnoticedunawarestillhere

2 months ago

An older lady walks right into the break room, clutching a photo album as she has an excited smile on her face. She searches the room, scanning each face. She looks a little disappointed, but suddenly brightens.

@asknorman-polk @art-by-stella @ask-thelyricist

"You must all work with my son! How delightful, I was hoping to share these with him, but you all must see too!" She said, her Quebec accent is clear.

An Older Lady Walks Right Into The Break Room, Clutching A Photo Album As She Has An Excited Smile On

"Aren't these such a treasure?"

@ask-sammy-lawrences-assistant "Oh my, mon cher! Charlie? What a wonderful surprise!! I was just talking to your mère on the phone!! Oh you must see these too! You remember meeting him during these times!!"

She opens the photo album with enthusiasm:

"Oh he always hated wearing that sailor's blouse! Complaining all the time! Instead, he insisted on always wearing his scout uniform!!"

"You may all call me Cathy, by the way."

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batim hudson hendricks scout hudson scout hendriks Catherine hendriks hudson's mom embarrassing him at work coming all the way from Toronto just to make him die of embarrassment

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unnoticedunawarestillhere

1 month ago

have you ever drawn Hudson with scruff..?

Yes in a messy doodle and it scared the shit out of me D:

I MEAN LOOK AT THAT WTH

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unnoticedunawarestillhere

1 month ago

Hudson’s reaction to Ray wearing eyeshadow? (Or any makeup, really)

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batim ask ray graves hudson hendricks

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unnoticedunawarestillhere

2 months ago

"Therapy is too expensive...."

"But smashing bottles and lighting things on fire isn't."

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batim writer hudson Hudson's oddness

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unnoticedunawarestillhere

6 months ago

HOW THE FUCK DID THIS GET IN HERE?! Drew the ones who have Canadian blood

This was inspired by a conversation I had with @creationandcalamityau (please follow 'em their art is amazing!)

From right to left: Wally (Wally no-) , Susie, Paul, Hudson and Millie.

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batim susie campbell writer hudson dead and buried au wally franks paul becker Millie Anson CANADIAN GOOSE I suck at drawing birds T^T

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unnoticedunawarestillhere

1 month ago

permission to hug Hudson..?

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batim hudson hendricks dead and buried au scout hudson cadet hudson

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unnoticedunawarestillhere

8 months ago

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

HELP. I cannot pick a name for my BATIM AU. The original name I picked just didn't really seem appealing to me. Either it'll be called: Collect Your Thoughts, The Lonely Echo, Dead And Buried, OR Do You Remember?

What name sounds good to you? I'm so indecisive that it's killing me.

..hell, maybe it should be called: I just came back to my old job and now everything went to shit (JK, JK)

"i just came back to my old job and now everything went to shit" bbg that's literally every batim au in existence /j

dead and buried sounds awesome tho!!

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