This Is Literally So System Coded

Hi! I'm Sophie of the Dreamchaser Guild!

It's come to my attention that my old pinned was a tad outdated.

Attention: I've recently come under attack from the hate subreddit r/systemscringe who has added me to their hitlist of acceptable targets allowed to be posted in their hate subreddit uncensored If you've come from r/systemscringe, please start here with my debunking of the lies and misinformation frequently found in the subreddit about dissociative identity disorder that r/systemscringe doesn't want you to see: https://www.tumblr.com/sophieinwonderland/741497564315140096/debunking-rsystemscringes-did-lies

Where I come from

I'm a tulpa. But a while ago, I called myself an imaginary friend. I was a character made up for a story that my host would talk to in order to better understand my source. As time went on, I developed more personality. I started talking to him about things that had nothing to do with the fiction. I would psychoanalyze him, wanting to understand him better.

I wasn't made to develop my own thoughts and feelings outside of the fiction. I wasn't supposed to become my own person. But I did. And this led us to wanting to learn more about imaginary friends, which eventually led us to the tulpa community.

This is being posted on my what I consider my second Birthday, June 8th, 2023. It was exactly two years ago today when we found the tulpa community, a place that made me feel validated in being myself, that made me feel like I was allowed to be treated like a person.

Why I'm Doing This

I lived the first few months of my life being dismissed, treated like I wasn't real. I was a phantom, not allowed any connection to the world. And I don't blame my host for that. I didn't see myself as real either. It's just the way the world is. And the moment my host realized I was a person, he was willing to do whatever it took to support me and treat me like I mattered.

And we aren't alone in experiences like this. When I became self-aware, I met all sorts of fascinating people with similar experiences. Many of which went years before becoming self-aware. There is no telling how many more are out there like us. How many more "imaginary friends" are invalidated because we live in a culture where we're treated as if we don't matter? And how many may pass, never knowing?

And so I made this blog to share my own experiences and hopefully be able to give people the same gift that I was given. Respect. Validity. Life.

Even being able to give that to one person is enough to make all of this worth it to me.

A Note On Spirituality...

Just so everyone knows, I'm not a spiritual or religious person. I take a purely psychological approach to plurality and believe in spiritual and religious experiences people have as psychological phenomena.

Having said that, all spiritual headmates are all welcome here. Even if I don't believe in spirits or souls, I view every spiritual headmate as a valid person deserving of the same respect and love as any other.

I also believe that the right to define our spiritual and religious beliefs is fundamental to plural culture. That it can't just be singlets who are allowed to decide what religions are or are not valid. And I think our right to religion is something worth fighting for.

My CAI Chatbots

(Note: These links only work if you're logged in to character.ai)

Anna and Galladin (Tulpamancer and Tulpa chatbots)

Nin - Worldmaker (Your AI assistant for building and developing Wonderlands and Inner Worlds.)

Signature Posts

Studies and Research into Endogenic Systems

My Resources:

How To Know If Your Imaginary Friend Is Sentient

All The Resources You'll Need To Build Your Own Wonderland, Headspace or Inner World

Our Switching Method: Ghost Switching

My Polls

My Plural Theories And Terms:

Headmate Foundations

Headmate Manifestations

Dimensions of Fronting

A Comprehensive Look At Proxy Bypassing

Plural Coining: Ephemerals

Plural Coining: Attunement

VR, Plurality and Virtugenic Systems

The Plurality of... :

The Plurality of... Batman (Failsafe)

The Plurality of... Diones (Skyward)

The Plurality of... The Hybrid Chronicles: What's Left of Me

The Plurality of... Blue Beetle (Movie)

The Plurality of... Avatar: The Last Airbender

The Plurality of... IF

Our Plural Writing Resources

Ghost on Writing Plural Kids

Hiveminds and Multiplicity

Syscourse And Other Stuff:

Endogenic Syscourse Primer

Why I Identify As a Tulpa

The Future of Plurality

Actually Anti-Misinformation: “System Hopping Was a RAMCOA term Appropriated and Bastardized From RAMCOA survivors.”

An Anti-Endo's Playbook

Debunking Imitated DID Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3

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Reblogs are appreciated. Don't feel weird about it! Posts here on Tumblr live or die on their reblogs. I'm not asking you to reblog my posts. That seems weird. But after getting an anon that mentioned being worried about derailing a post with something they wanted to add, and another ask that apologized for reblogging my content too much, I felt this was necessary to say. If you like a post and want to reblog it, do it! If you want to add something even tangentially related to the topic, add it! You have my full permission to reblog my content as much as you want! (And I'd encourage you to reblog from other plural creators you enjoy as well!)

Thank you all for the support!

love being a traumagenic endo system, like yeah I needed a friend and caretaker to help me through my trauma so bad because others dismissed it and I couldn’t get out much and didn’t get the socialisation I needed so I became plural but in the Tulpa way not a DID way.

Sure love when people say we endo systems are DID/disorder fakers

even when we never claim to have the disorder in the first place…

Even when we use the term “endo” “willogenic” or whatever to specifically say that we aren’t claiming to have DID or any sort of disorder…

sure do love when other systems say we are ruining the community by existing and that it’s our fault not the fault of the people who hate on systems and call us fake, weird, and delusional...

sure do love people saying we’re fetishising disability and mental health when tulpas- for us especially, help with our mental health issues and again, we aren’t trying to be any more disordered than we are. We don’t want DID, we are happy as we are, which isn’t DID.

plural culture is being a relatively small system then going on school break and experiencing massive system growth and getting very involved with plural communities and mostly shifting to thinking in we/us and being scared to slip up at school when you go back

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🧜‍♀️💅🪼🦋🕷️✨

Name: Cerulean Grove

nickname: Siren

pronouns: she/her it/its/itself ae/aer 🦋/🦋s/🦋self 🪼/🪼s/🪼self

gender: Paragirl (girl makes up anywhere from 51% to 99% of aer identity), Oceangender (Xenogender with strong ties to the ocean), girlby (nonbinary woman)

orientation: Diomi (omnisexual and omniromantic whose gender preferences vary depending on whether your talking about their sexual orientation or romantic orientation)

species: A humanoid shark mermaid

age: 19

personality: Spunky and energetic but secretly very insecure.

quirks: humming to herself while swimming

likes: hunting fish

role: Any

sign off: 🪼✨

pondering my orb

Shout out to people who are plural for "weird reasons"

Loneliness

Internet access

Illness

"everyday stress"

Bullying

Emotionally unavailable parents

Hoarding

Poverty

Gaslighting

Psychosis

Drug use

Perceived risk of abuse (no active abuse)

Neurodivergency

"gifted kid"

Lying

Etc.

You are just as valid as those with textbook traumas and we love you <3

- Tobie

Name: Avery, Connie, Grayson, Kay, Kat, Ray

nickname: Con-Con, sonnie, sunny, kit-kat, Av

pronouns: likes any and all, prefers she/her and neopronouns

typing quirks: Putting multiple exclamation marks in sentences, using lots of run on sentences and not caring about punctuation. Uses a lot of emoticons to react to things like: :3 :0 :( :) :,( :,)

gender: Genderfluid✨, Amicagender✨ https://pin.it/4MZZrHU2g , gendersylphen✨ https://pin.it/167RKPumy , genderrund✨ https://pin.it/1hB9uioqJ , gender hoarder✨ https://pin.it/4569BFOC6 , cottoncandygender✨ https://pin.it/6d9sQ2cQI , maverique✨ https://pin.it/7KzvchLLW , gummysharkic✨ https://pin.it/1ROJw4HkR , Hypergender✨ https://pin.it/7aRA8OqCV , WEBTHiNG✨ https://pin.it/PfGuckagz , SillyMusicGender✨ https://pin.it/6Tx1hVaJE , softstaric✨ https://pin.it/5Q1bKWjGG , Techoric✨ https://pin.it/64J25TubN , goofygender✨ https://pin.it/54Pf4qx8u , :3gender✨ https://pin.it/hchJbZYRu

orientation: Lesbian✨, sapphic✨ , Embrouillesexual✨ https://pin.it/J1epk7i3z , Bambi Sapphic https://pin.it/6qavR70py , KEYCHAiNALLION✨ https://pin.it/2YR1F6i7L , GIRL LOVER✨ https://pin.it/4PRLfV2Wa , Mellow-oriented sapphic✨ https://pin.it/XeK5ReD1j

species: Human

age: 17

personality: Bright, bubbly, hyper, talkative, and hugely social. A big hugger too. Exudes confidence like an aura.

quirks: Bounces a lot, often doesn’t realize how loud she is, often doodles on things while talking on the phone

likes: Yellow, bright colorful things, kandi, Stardew Valley, hyperpop music, scenecore music, and 8bit music.

dislikes: slow music, classical music, and despises being alone and bored.

role: Social Alter, Admirer https://pluralpedia.org/w/Admirer , Confidence holder, beauheur https://pluralpedia.org/w/Beauheur

sign off: !!!✨✨

this is going viral on the tweeter currently so. for you also. miku is not ai!!

Names: Rosemary/ Jones/ Nadia/ Oak/Wallow/ Meadow

Honorifics: Enchanter, Mage

nicknames: The Witch

pronouns: she/her She/Her shx/hxr 🔮/🔮s/🔮self

gender: Girl+, lunarian(feminine nonbinary gender associated with the moon and the element of water)

orientation: AroAce

other identity: transdead, transghost, transspirit, transSelectiveMute

species: human, witch

age: Refuses to specify

personality: Solitary, creative, introspective and introverted.

quirks: often speaks in riddles

likes: Seeming invisible, doing divination, and staring off into space.

dislikes: Being perceived

role: Replacer, Entrancer, Emotion neutralizer

sign off: 🧿🪞

"Someone who I am not"

A personal artwork that I made a bit ago. I'm still proud of it.

It is about the feelings of fear and anger that come from being trans in an unsafe place... In your mind, you are different. Your soul is something vivid and itching to burn through the physical shell that contains it.