Ooh update on this thing, my teacher just told me i got 2nd place for that :D was shocked lol.
CAT
This shit lowkey focuses on everything but the damn cat it annoys me but whatevs. Also was taking this pic at home so I actually got an okay angle ahah
Anyway turns out I was also supposed to name this and like what??? Wtf do i call this thing??? Like it's just a cat sleeping on a keyboard 😞 I panicked and just wrote "Modern cats" on the back '-' it's shit i kinda hate that but like i had no other ides lol. Actually there was one, "The modernisation of cats" but i have no idea what the word modernisation means, i just liked how it sounds so i decided not to use it.
Anyway about the paining process, idk i just watched julian & friends and lethal company letsplays. When I was done with the pencil stuff i was thinking abt colouring it with watercolours but the details were kinda intimidating so i went with gouache but I had like no gouache left and i didnt feel like buying more so i found a pack of like ... at least 9 years old gouache cans and that paint was *SOLID* so I poured boiling water in it but that did literally nothing so i just gave up but turns out im just an impatient fuck cuz it was perfect the next day lol. Like it was better than my newest gouache pack.
Also I was drawing the lighting in here at random cuz i confused myself with the 'out of frame lamp light' and the laptop light so now it just looks weird but oh well. Lowkey hate how the cat and the background look like they were drawn in like ... different styles???? Like the cat was me putting random dots while everything else is me putting random lines but uh that one's not too bad i hope. Also made the outside in the window too light. Ooh speaking of the outside tho there were supposed to be tree branches in like .. the foreground??? of the window?? but by the time i was done with the windows i didn't feel like drawing them
Aaa and the earphones' wire is supposed to be chewed through but it kinda just looks like I accidentally painted over it with yellow??? I should've made the gap bigger lol.
But great now because of that window i wanna draw a night sky in a city which would make no sense i guess cuz in a city there are no fucking stars at all??? Like I know about light pollution and all, but I SWEAR there used to be at least some occasional stars?? Now I'm lucky if I see one. One time we went on a car trip at night, which we don't usually do, and the AMOUNT OF FUCKING STARS OUTSIDE THE CITY???? LIKE OH MY GOD????? THAT IS BEAUTIFUL. I really need to get out at some point just to stare at the sky ahah. Lowkey wanted to bleed out somewhere in a field lookign at the stars on that car trip. But like frfr I've painted stars a lot but it's like never enough. That reminds me of a thing i drew some months ago tho i might post it maybe? I'm just using this app to rant abt random shit and post the stuff i draw cuz it feels lowkey embarrassing to post it on my instagram ahah. Like ppl who actually know me would see that. That's just terrifying.
Also I'm not sure if you're supposed to lay gouache on that thick? It kinda feels like my art club teacher is avoiding me cuz like man always goes around giving pro tips and advice but never to me 😞 im lowkey unapproachable tho cuz for some reason when i was 12 i decided to just Not Socialise™ and people remember me like that so maybe it's that lol. I was lowkey dying on the inside when he was giving another student advice and it was basically "Do NOT do *everything I just did* EVER." like damn okay man
Anyway rant over, thank you for maybe reading. Jonathan out.
oh i watched the fright before christmas yesterday
that one's my favourite now actually
I really really really really hate it when a character gets accused of something they didn't do with a bunch of evidence like i hate it, but in this ep the rhymes almost distracted me from that lol. i liked the rhymes
and all the ghosts having a christmas truce and working together was so cute like omg??? i love it when a hero teams up with their enemy haha
oh and ghostwriter's the coolest like
1. sick powers
2. sick outfit
3. valid crash out
4. kinda actually taught danny a lesson? like that was genuinely his goal instead of just beating him up for shits and giggles
i mean it's not cool that he broke the christmas truce i guess but danny was highkey being shitty like imagine just finally finishing a whole book only for some random kid to come over and destroy all your work like that?? and then not even feel bad abt it???
LOVED the rhymes
oh and i watched the secret weapon ep too it was nice. i love jazz.
also vlad should appear more often i love watching him get destroyed by a teenager. they should bully him more. the "no. not surprised." note was amazing
right so i just watched the ultimate enemy eps and WOAH THAT WAS AWESOME
kinda dark too like damn evil danny just had to watch them all die like that? and then prolly killed human danny too
i like how clockwork changes ages n all, super cool. Ooh and the observers totally remind me of The Watcher lol
Future Valerie was so cool like omg gorgeous
Whatever the fuck happened to johnny was absolutely deserved. Oh and ghosts can have children? Or is box lunch adopted? lunchbox would be kinda cooler as a name but oh well
and ugh it's so hard to pirate stuff in english. like i could not find any working sites with the show in english. sure i could just watch it in russian but Danny's voice kinda icked me?
oh also watched the fenton menace ep and placing danny on a spinning table thing is wild. sheesh surprised how he hasn't actually gone crazy.
Jazz is amazing and deserves everything in the world i love her she's awesome
This is the first time I've experienced a fic getting deleted AS I WAS READING IT 🥲
Finally done with this i guess but anyway i was actually done with it last class but when I came to class today my teacher just wasnt there like i couldn't find him at all i even checked the staff door thing but he was just gone and i didn't know what to do cuz i was done with this painting but i couldn't just go and start a different one cuz i didnt know which one and well it just seemed weird i guess??? So after like 7 minutes of standing awkwardly waiting for him i just got an easel and started working on this one again but i had like no idea what to do so i sorta just sat there for one and a half hours putting random strokes to look like I'm doing something and hoping i dont accidentally ruin it but then he came back and like i COULD just go up to him and say like hey yo im done with this, what do i do now but like at tht point i already accepted my fate. Oh and also while i was sitting there i kinda discovered that i talk to myself in my head? Like i don't know i guess i just never noticed before that i have conversations with myself mentally but cool that was fun . And about the easel things, i just googled the word for those and it kinda bothered me while i was in class that i didn't know what it was called but anyway the tiny little room everyone was painting in was like pretty densely packed(as in 4 people . It's like really small, not THAT small but the giant table in the middle takes up a lot of space ) so it was really awkward trying to get to 'my' spot first of all, and second, my seat was like really close to another girl's easel so i was just really really worried about accidentally leaning back too far and bonking my head on it so that was awkward. Also my shoulders are in absolute fucking pain right now.
Oh and when I was taking the picture I was in a hurry cuz everyone started packing and i didn't wanna stay in the way too long so it turned out crooked and at a weird angle. I knew it would be crooked when I was taking the photo, but damn i didn't think it would be THAT bad. My favourite part of this thing is probably the bottom right corner. Oh and the things on the like uhm . Wtf is it called. Basically the lamp and the things in the painting kept fucking moving every day i came there so like the lightning n all is very inconsistent on the weird wooden thing so thats annoying but whatever i guess. Not sure what I'm gonna be drawing next but i'll prolly go with gouache cause the watercolours stressed the hell out of me. Oh and speaking of watercolours, my dad said that im laying it too thick and it looks like gouache and that im using it wrong but like when I draw it too transparent it feels incomplete??? :'I so idk
Anyway thomas out, thank you for maybe reading
oh this wednesday my biology teacher said "what kind of pornography is this!" at the state of her classroom's curtains
oof just realized that i really hate injustice in movies/shows (irl too but that's like obvi?)
Like fym that innocent sweetie just got completely fucked over and the ones at fault just get away with it :(
that moment when you're just watching a cartoon ignoring your responsibilities when your classmate sends a video of a hanged teenager and a photo of the murderer with the words "let's beat the shit out of him" wtf? and then another classmate pops up saying that three of her friends got arrested for beating him up?
ooh been a few hours and now there's another video of a different hanging person
just ditched some boring school trip with my friend and it felt oddly good lol i feel like a child who just said a bad word for the first time yk
oh no tucker slavery and dictatorship is bad
right lol i just watched like 4 eps of dp it was nice
danny n val were so cute in flirting with disaster like might be my fav ship so far. i just like their vibes and all the identity stuff going on. also val got a winx transformation hell yeah. i like the black belt martial arts badass vigilante x some dude dynamic too haha. val's new suit is kinda meh tho, the old one was cuter. i think i just don't like how her face is like, visible in the new one. like i get that it makes showing her expressions easier but she just looked really cool with the faceless evil helmet
sam is cool, i like sam
ngl with the name 'micro management' i thought it would be a jazz episode, but instead it had that guy. he's eh, bullies suck. sometimes he has his good moments but like the whole asshole thing really overshadows them.
i hope that fuckass creep prince guy died or something. double died. like why is bro looking for a bride in a SCHOOL. welp dorathea overthrew him so that's cool. dorathea is a sick name, don't know if i'm spelling it right tho. sam looked sick riding a dragon in that outfit
don't you just hate it when your bffs aren't listening to you so now you gotta become a tyrant and enslave the whole school and make them build the sphynx
lol i hated that episode just because of the embarrassment like damn. i get why tucker was mad abt nobody listening to him tho that looked annoying.
'who the hell is wes'
killed me. also from what i know wes is like a fandom-wide oc, i guess this is how he got his name? lmao
ooh next ep is called 'masters of all time' sounds fun, i like time related stuff
eugh i should really watch the new mlb season im falling behind
got hit by a volleyball twice at pe today, once in the face and once in the stomach, and between those times it whizzed right by my head at full speed it literally touched my hair. and then my friend got hit in the nose too. our classmate accidentally hit it right in her face D':