I’m Not Using Guardian Angel As An Insult, This Isn’t About You Right Now.

I'm sorry for all of that.

It's okay to crash out though.

You deserve to let the feelings out.

Don't keep me around because of guilt.

I’m so sorry for everything. I ruined everything for you and I’m so, so sorry.

even though she was supporting me i got rid of her. no way in hell am i abandoning anybody because someone like her told me to ever again.

I'm fixing myself and I don't need someone to try and derail me again.

See? I'm learning!

I made progress and growth today.

If you'd like to hear.

I made up with someone I've been upset with. I finally apologized to him and his friends.

They were happy that I was back.

I fixed that. I repaired my relationship there.

I really did.

I didn't do it to make them feel better this time.

I made a choice for myself finally, and it didn't end up hurting anyone.

I won't even be hurt by letting him back into my life. He's a good person.

WHY NOW OF ALL TIMES IT COULD HAVE BEEN EARLIER OR IT COULD HAVE WAITED ANYTIME BUT NOW PLEASE

“if i could i’d take it all away and have you be the happiest person to walk the earth because thats truly what you deserve. i know you’ve only ever wanted the best for everyone and im so so sorry that keeps backfiring on you hun.”

WHY NOW???

someone please send me asks or something ive had next to no interaction with anyone today including my mother.

the closest thing i had to a conversation today was being thanked for doing all the work on a group project, and the several times i apologized quietly as i ran away from someone while trying not to throw up out of guilt

"Good morning bro"

I was about to break down. Thanks.

Good morning bro.

Every time I feel like crying he shows up. We rarely talk about our problems, but we both understand that we both have them.

We have mutual respect for waiting until we're ready to bring it up.

I wonder if he's going through the same things.

...We're both too good at masking, because we're the ones who taught each other how.

One of my best online friends is dying in the hospital right now.

He has a brain tumor and he's going in for surgery. He might die and he might go braindead depending on how the surgery goes.

His parent's don't care enough to be there with him so the only person with him is his therapist.

Please don't let one of the good ones die, God. I know he'll go to heaven, but he can't leave yet. He has so much ahead of him.

Ch if you die I don't know if I could handle it.

NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO WHY NOW WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME NOW "I love you, and Im so sorry these horrible things keep happening to you."

WHY D WHY