Hmmm I know the human mind.
I can make any stranger love me
Or at least what they perceive as love
I can become what they love
But i can't make you love me
Can't even make you want me
I know all the tricks but I can't use them on you
How little effort it will take for you to gain My love
How little effort you will have to put
Pisses me off
I can't use any way any method any trick
That's not who I want to be
I just want to love you
And have you love me back
Fully
Fuck my life
I'm using this whenever someone asks me to tell them about myself.
Oh my heart.
You left him!!!!!
I am not jealous. Not at all. I am completely okay and normal right now. I am clearly not gutted with yearning.
you’re sitting across from me in a shitty diner in anywhere, america, and i watch you pour too much creamer in your coffee and i think “i love you.” you look up, catching me staring, and for a moment i think i’m brave enough to say it, but i take too long and the moment passes. i take the balled up straw wraper and flick it at you, pretending that was my plan all along. you laugh. i never want to go another day without hearing that laugh. i think i will have all the time in the world to say it.
You walked up to me and covered my eyes from behind.
Years later your touch lingers still.
I don't know what to do
I am not starved for touch
I am starved for you
The last stretch.
Let the war begin
You ask me If I'm okay
The answer is always no,
So long as you are away.
Hoid is more of a basted. We just don't know it yet. Kelsier is an asshole but everything he does is for the ultimate good of his world. Hoid helps people but ultimately serves himself only.
NOT GOOD ENOUGH NOT GOOD ENOUGH NOT GOOD ENOUGH NOT GOOD ENOUGH NOT GOOD ENOUGH NOT GOOD ENOUGH NOT GOOD ENOUGH NOT GOOD ENOUGH NOT STRONG ENOUGH NOT STRONG ENOUGH NOT STRONG ENOUGH NOT STRONG ENOUGH NOT STRONG ENOUG NOT STRONG ENOUGH NOT STRONG ENOUGH NOT STRONG ENOUGH NOT STRONG ENOUGH NOT STRONG ENOUGH NOT STRONG ENOUGH ...............................RAGE
I want to kiss you so bad. Hard and deep.
So everytime your lips meet
You could still taste me.
No.
I have to stop treating myself like a never-ending self improvement project and start treating myself like a healing, learning, and growing human with feelings.
Yes, self improvement is okay. You should always want better for yourself. But, there is no reason to always feel like something is wrong and always needs fixing. At some point, you must learn to give yourself some form of grace and acceptance.
XOXO,
Reina