~✧°+* 24/100 days of doing better*+°✧~
27.08.2023
In the context of this challange I'd like to forget about the past four days in their entirety.
I haven't necessarily been feeling bad, but I was in a constant state of stress and overstimmulation that didn't allow me to function normally, like... at all.
Today I arrived at my parents'. I'll be staying with family until mid September. I have a few things planned, like my siblings' birthday party and a DnD session with friends, though fo the most part I'll be focusing on finishing my assignments and finding a rhythm again. I honestly think that not being around people (other than my family) will do me good.
Positive things I did today:
cleaned my apartment
did laundry
Hours slept: ~9hrs 30mins Screentime: ~3hrs 30mins Steps taken: ~600
~✧°+* 25/100 days of doing better*+°✧~
28.08.2023
I'm thankfully starting to find a good balance between work, chores and free time again and I'm actually making slow but steady progress on my assignments. The only problems whenever I stay at my parents house are that I don't sleep or eat as well as I do at my place. But I'll try to fix that somehow.
Positive things I did today:
did the laundry
went grocery shopping
worked on literature Review for my Hamilton essay
Hours slept: ~10hrs Screentime: ~4hrs Steps taken: ~800
“I pray you do not fall in love with me, for I am falser than vows made in wine.”
-William Shakespeare, as you like it
~✧°+* 34/100 days of doing better*+°✧~
06.09.2023
(this post was written several days in retrospect)
This is the day birthday preperations really kicked in, so a lot of cleaning was done.
I also attempted to be productive in the morning and looked for internships. I have to do one mandatory, 8 week long internship as part of my undergrad programm and it's the main thing holding me back from finishing my BA. I innitially wanted to do the internship around this time but wasn't able to find a spot, so I'm pushing it (and writing my thesis) back a whole semester.
Positive things I did today:
helped clean
looked for internships
Hours slept: ~8hrs 30mins Screentime: ~9hrs 15mins Steps taken: ~700
5 years of grad school have taught me intelligence means very little in scientists you mostly just need to be obsessive and slightly deranged
Panic Parallels (2/?)
This is Gospel (2013) vs Viva las Vengeance (2022)
Every time I walk into a bookstore and immediately get flashbanged with Colleen Hoover I feel like I’m a medieval criminal stripped naked and displayed in public on a breaking wheel for stealing apples and I’m being bludgeoned to death with stones
they should invent a being in your twenties in which you do not feel your life is unsalvageable and ruined
“To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all.”
— Oscar Wilde
~✧°+* 6/100 days of doing better*+°✧~
03.08.2023
A very eventful but also very nice day! Sadly tho, despite spending quite some time working, I made very little progress on things :') The paper I have to write is for a class on astronomy and the heavens in early modern literature nad it's proven super hard to find a topic that provides me with enough secondary reading... I alos have to admit that I am not the best at working with poetry. I am a prose girlie, a short story girly, perhaps a drama girly. But the topic I am leaning towards at the moment is in relation to a poem we've read... I'm hoping to make a decission on that soon :/
I've also really been loving All Quiet on the Western Front. My friend pointed out how much this book is not a light hearted summer read and - well - they're right. But it's keeping me engaged and excited to read, so I won't complain!
Positive things I did today:
kept the duolingo Spanish streak going
had a study date at the library
read in the morning and in the evening
got coffee with a friend
cooked a warm meal
did (part of) the laundry
scheduled a meeting
Hours slept: ~8hrs Screentime: 4hrs 45mins Steps taken: ~7.800
Anne | 24 | German | English literature student | writer | band lover
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