Latest Posts by spectrespeaks - Page 5

Trying to explain to people how depressing it is to just no longer enjoy anything and they just don't get it

fuck it im relapsing someone else unadded me after promising they would stay

I am splitting so hard that I'd happily kill the person I am splitting on 💕

Luckily for them, they're a stranger on the internet.

*slaps my body* this bad boy can- ugh auugh that hurt

Grieving someone who’s still alive is a nightmare

he makes me feel so unwanted yet i keep chasing after him like the silly dog that i am

Chronic emptiness will be the death of me. I can’t seem to fill the void no matter how hard I try.

Whenever I get horny nowadays I just start hitting my head with my fist over and over

part of my masculine charm is that i'm completely insane

We mostly joke around on this blog but can someone unironically mail me prescription amphetamines

wanting to feel good and everything around you being bad is exhausting

i think the worst thing about abled people is that even if you explain your perspective as a disabled person, dismantle common ableist narratives, correct misinformation and do all that work. they're still liable to backslide at any point. "but it's inevitable that most people are going to think or say [ableist thing]." their constant exposure to ableism isn't mitigated by having a disabled person to give a fuck about because they're ultimately not affected themselves. and it's hard being the only one in the room aware of the constant, relentless barrage of ableism that exists as a backdrop for our society. so they want to justify it to you. "yes i know this hurts you but you have to admit most people aren't going to accommodate this". they want you, the disabled person, to absolve them of whatever common ableist thing they want to do. maybe it's saying the r slur or being dismissive about someone masking when sick. maybe it's about benefits and what they really think about it. whatever it is, they're always so unreliable. all the effort you put in to change their mind can be undone that quickly it's like why did you even bother to pretend to care in the first place

Unpopular opinion

I don’t want a self driving wheelchair that can go up stairs. I want ramps elevators, and curb cuts.

I don’t want a solution in 20 years, I want it now. I wanna be able to go to the mall with my friends and not have to worry about stairs. I want to go the movies and actually chose where I sit. I want to go to a park without having to parkour my way through cracked pavement and curb drops.

I want accessibility and I want it today.

what i wouldn't fucking give to be punched in the face.

I am rotting away for the sake of those who claim to love me

backshots this, backshots that, i would like to be taken out back and shot

Not now kitten daddy's googling his symptoms

it's pathetic how much i fucking hate you. i can't fucking stand it. i hate that you're out with your fucking friends and ignoring me. you know i want you to be happy but why can't you see how much of my happiness you're responsible for. why the fuck did you get me addicted to you like this and then just fuck off.

need to meet someone as unhinged and hypersexual as me with an equal capacity to be completely obsessed and romantically deluded who also likes to smoke weed, be in nature and watch violent movies...or i will pass away...

how I look curled up in my bed as the body dysphoria sets in..

How to get high without getting high no glue no borax

A.I. may be able to paint pictures like an artist, but it will never overdose on heroin like an artist

I think everything is just supposed to be fucking miserable all the time.

would you rather be taxidermied or be a wet specimen wait dont leave

touch starved but for physical violence

No one will ever love me as much as I love them, and it hurts more than anything in the world.

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