Thinking About Hollywood! Clegan Au 🤭

Byeon Wooseok 💜

Stalag AU (BB Buckies)

@hogans-heroes’ last fic (So it goes) as well as our little chat 🥰 reminded me of how we talked about an au of our bb buckies au with @alienoresimagines 😘 a while ago

While the main au is meant to be full of fluff and cute moments between baby buckies, chick and the 100th, the stalag version was more … angsty (too much fluff required angst to balance it out 😉)

In the original au, both Buckies became children (7 and 4), but here it's only Gale.

(also known as How the 100th POWs learn about Gale's very bad childhood)

Gale becomes a 4-year-old child after his fight with Bucky (to make the situation even more angsty).

After the fight, they're directly called away and haven't had time to talk about what just happened, and so neither of them knows how the fight affected the other.

You can imagine everyone's surprise when the next day, instead of their Major Cleven, they find a young child hiding under the covers, tears in his eyes.

After a moment of panic because “how did a child get in here?”, “what are they going to do? ”, “and... and... and....”, Bucky approaches and asks him his name.

The answer is a shy little “My name is Gale 🥺”

It only takes 30 seconds for everyone in the barracks to adopt him on the spot (it could have taken less time, but they blue-screened at the information)

After that, you've got a baby!Gale who imprints on Bucky like a duckling and follows him around, stars in his eyes and all shy.

Baby!Gale who sees Bucky's broken nose and shyly asks him with his cute kitten eyes if Bucky “wants him to kiss it better? because Marge's mom says it makes everything better”

Mainly, it's about baby!Gale, who's good as gold all day, never complains and helps everyone (4 dead and 10 injured with his cute little face).

That's the fluff, now let's move on to the angst

Even if they think it's cute and are happy baby!Gale doesn't misbehave (especially in the stalag), there's also something rather unsettling about it

Baby!Gale is too well-behaved. He doesn't cry (too much) or make a scene when he's handed over to strangers (and they're aware that they don't look the most welcoming in this situation and would normally make kids cry more than they'd make them want to be around them, they're POWs, for heaven's sake). He didn't say anything about waking up in an unfamiliar place. He didn't cry at all. Oh yes, he had tears in his eyes, but he didn't scream or make a scene. He didn't say anything about the lack of food or the cold. There's something wrong with how he behaves

At the end of the day, when Gale has been sweet and helpful all day, they ask him if he wants a little something. They expected him to ask for some chocolate (they don't have any but will have negotiated it with another bunkhouse) or the small meatball figurine (the one he spent all day looking at) like kid would normally do.

But instead he asked quite shyly as if expecting to hear them laugh and say no, if his Bucky can hold his hand (or if Gale can sit on his lap) 🥺

And Bucky makes sure to show him that it's not a problem at all and uses it as an excuse to always have him in his lap. The others don't know who likes it more (the answer is both 🤭🥰).

TW: child abuse

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With Gale's dad being a bad parent and gambling a lot (in this au), it goes like this:

Just before going to sleep Buck asks Bucky, “How much did he sell me?”.

Bucky, completely lost, asks what Buck is talking about.

“Dad, he always said he'd sell me if I didn't behave...” he pauses before adding “but that's okay, I'd rather be with you Bucky”

While Bucky is completely shocked, doesn't know how to react or say and tries with all his might not to burst into tears.

Which also made everyone realize why Gale wasn't all that shocked to wake up surrounded by strangers (and it made everyone cry)

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Baby!Gale dreaming of his adult life (and his fight with Bucky) 😭

“Are you mad at me Bucky?”

“Oh, baby, I could never be mad at you, why did you say that?”

“In my dream, you were angry and I hit you and I'm sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I didn't mean to 😭😭😭” and Buck bursts into tears.

“Oh, no, no, no sweetie, I promise I'm not mad at you. I'm sorry if I scared you, baby. Come here.”

As they curl up on Bucky's bunk, baby!Buck carefully protected in his arms, Bucky can't help but think that he's never felt more alive in the last few months than during the last days when baby!Gale was looking at him as if he'd hung the stars.

After a moment, Gale softly adds “but it still hurts” and Bucky freezes and starts to panic because what does Gale mean when he says it still hurts? It shouldn't hurt because Buck isn't hurt, right? Bucky'd know if he was, right?

“Where does it hurt, Buck?”

“Here,” and when Bucky looks, he finds a big bruise on Buck's torso/ribs (and some others because of POW's life).

“Since when did it hurts baby?”

“When I arrived.” And that's when Bucky realizes that their fight has left more marks than he thought.

“Oh, Buck baby, why didn't you say something?”

“Daddy doesn't like when I complain.”

The whole bunkhouse tries to hold back their tears and fails miserably when they overhear the Buckies' conversation.

Bucky trying really hard to be strong for his little Buck when he doesn't know whether he wants to scream, hit someone or lock Buck up to protect him from all possible evils (in the end, he decides to hold him tight and carefully).

Also the stress of hiding baby!Buck from the guards (their little sunshine in need of comfort 🥹).

And for extra angst, if the de-ageing is caused by a lot of stress, Bucky would feel so guilty because it means Gale was suffering and he didn't see anything 😭😭😭😭

If you've been through the angst, here's a little more fluff for you

Baby!Buck beaming every time he's called Buck because it's like his Bucky 🥰

Can you imagine how many times the adults had to turn around to calm down after Buck did something because "he was so damn cute"? So many cuteness agressions

Callum?? Oh you're awful!

you briefly get a taste of what you desire. then isn't death, a worthy price to pay?

BYEON WOOSEOK as RYU SHIOH

strong girl nam soon, 힘쎈여자 강남순.

my husband who came to pick me up from work –

Is there any chance that bucky and buck would have dirty, disrespectful sex? Especially when either one would suddenly show up unannounced at the other’s door after the war.

YES ANON THEY'RE HAVING NASTY DISRESPECTFUL SEX AS WE SPEAK I LOVE THIS

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There's a knock on the door. Quiet, unabtrusive, almost like they don't want to be heard. Gale stalks towards the door and peers out of the peephole, breath catching when he sees John.

He's standing casually, leaning up against the door with his shirt sleeves rolled up and the top buttons unbuttoned. He looks good. He looks healthy.

Gale could take a bite out of him.

Gale blocks the entrance of the door with his body, crossing his arms and fixing John with the angriest stare he can manage.

"Should have called to let me know that you were coming," Gale mutters.

John chuckles, biting his lip and looking up through his coarse eyelashes.

"Come on, Gale. When do I ever call? You know that's not my style," John says and it's in that dangerous tone that gives away exactly what he's here for.

"Well, maybe it should be--" Gale starts before John shuts him up with his mouth, pushing Gale into the house and slamming the door with Gale's body pushed against it.

Gale's hands are rough in the front of John's shirt, wanting to rip, wanting to tear, but all he can focus on is John's rough and hot mouth on his. John's teeth are sharp on his lips, hands on his waist and holding the nape of his neck, pressing Gale somehow closer.

Gale wants to push, he wants to pull away, he wants John to kiss him harder and fuck him right there. It doesn't make sense, none of this makes sense, but he can't bring himself to stop when John's tongue is hot against his.

"I missed you," John grunts into Gale's lips, the hand around his waist messily undoing Gale's belt, pawing at his half hard cock.

Gale sighs, almost a growl as he fists John's hair, teeth gritted when John's lips find his again.

"Fucking show me then," Gale hisses.

John laughs almost, a breath of hot air against Gale's lips as he shoves Gale's pants down, hand still roughly palming him until he's fully hard and Gale's panting into John's mouth. He gets his hands on John's pants, shoves them down and grabs a handful of John's cock, breathing in the ragged sigh John lets out as he grinds into his hand. It's so easy with John, a flick of the wrist and a thumb dug into his slit and he's coming apart so easily, god Gale missed this.

Gale yelps when John hoists him up from the backs of his thighs, pressing him firm against the front door as his lips travel to Gale's neck, biting until almost pain at the protruding vein. Gale groans arms coming to wrap around John's shoulders, hands bunching into his shirt and hiking it up to his mid back.

"You're gonna fuck me against my front door? Want me so bad you can't even wait to get me to bed?" Gale whispers and curses quietly when he can feel John's cock hot and heavy at his entrance.

John bites down on Gale's shoulder, leaning his head up ever so slightly to whisper against Gale's jaw.

"Yeah, doll, can hardly keep my hands off of you. I'll get you to bed too, don't you worry, I ain't letting you go until I can't get it up anymore," John whispers and Gale bites his lip to prevent a moan from slipping out.

It shouldn't be this hot, with John's cock pressed against his hole, holding him up against the door and whispering nasty things into his ear, but Gale loves every second of it.

"Fuck me, John," Gale mutters and gasps when John spits in his hand, taking his length and pressing in slowly.

They don't have lube and Gale's not prepped, so John takes it nice and sweet as he pushes into him, waiting until he's fully seated and panting against Gale's jaw. Gale pants, hands gripping John's shirt tighter and he leans his head back against the wall, cursing at how tight and big John feels. Gale didn't realize quite how long he and John had been apart, and John is making up for it now, already starting to grind his hips forward into him.

Gale's legs tremble as John starts to pick up a rhythm, long and deep thrusts with only his spit to ease the slight burn, but it's so good when John tilts his head and kisses Gale open mouthed, deep and sensual as he fucks Gale against his front door.

Gale knows he's not going to last long, it's been months since he's been able to properly take his time, quick sessions in the shower as he hides his shame, and he can already feel his gut tightening when John groans in his mouth.

"Need you to come inside me, come on John, give it to me," Gale whispers, gasping when John tilts his hips up at just the correct angle.

John nods, panting into Gale's mouth as his thrusts get more uncoordinated, the bolt on the door shaking as he fucks Gale against it, god if someone were to come to the door they could probably hear Gale's mouth, would probably hear John's grunts. The thought causes Gale to shoot all over his stomach, a long and prolonged moan sang right into John's ear.

John comes not long after, pushing himself deep into Gale as he does, the warmth filling his insides deliciously. John shakily brings Gale's legs to the ground, holding him up by his waist as Gale trembles on his feet. John kisses him slow now, tongue still reaching for down his throat. Gale still feels hot, can feel his gut twitch even after he just came. He pulls away and looks at John with his ruddy cheeks and eager blue eyes.

"Why don't you take me to bed now, John?" Gale asks and smiles when he can see the instant heat in John's eyes.

cicada season. a clegan au (ch 10/15, 60k)

While numerous studies have been conducted on the effects of captivity on other classes of vertebrates, very few studies have investigated the effects of captivity and its related stresses on amphibians. Chronic stress results in elevated levels of corticosterone (CORT) released from the adrenocortical cells, which in turn result in hyperglycemia, anorexia, and changes in behavior.

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“Do you remember my name?” Gale asks him quietly, hesitantly. He thinks he won’t be angry, if John doesn’t.

“Gale. Cleven.” John’s breath is warm on Gale’s belly. “Never got the middle name, I don’t think.”

“Winston.”

“Condolences.” 

Gale huffs a laugh. John’s hair looks soft, a little extra shiny with sweat and grease, but still nice-looking. It’s soft under his fingers as he cautiously reaches out to touch it, brush through the strands carefully, thumb smoothing across John’s temple. 

“Clarence isn’t better.” 

“How do you–”

“Your ID.” 

“Did you fuck me because we both have shitty– mm–second names?” 

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HS AU - Life After 30

All right, here we go - let's look at the lives of my HS AU boys after their Big Fight.

As I shared previously, when they're 30, the boys fight about whether to have kids or not. It’s a difficult period where they hurt each other deeply, but eventually, they resolve the fight: Gale runs away back to Milwaukee and visits his parents alone, goes through some trauma processing that he has been putting off, then ends up going home and making up with Bucky.

They both tear up during this conversation. Bucky tells Gale that he would rather stay childless with Gale than have children with someone else. But then, Gale tells him about everything that went through his mind during his time in Milwaukee and the revelations he had.

In the end, Gale says that he’s going to start therapy again, and he asks Bucky to give him time to see if he can get to a mental place where he is ready to have children. Relieved and happy to have his husband back, Bucky agrees.

Over the course of the next two years, Gale goes through a brief period of depression, then a therapy process that helps him tremendously. Once or twice, Bucky is asked to join him on these therapy sessions. Gale also starts working at NASA, where he becomes best friends with Marge.

After more than a year of therapy, Gale tells Bucky that if Bucky still wants it, they can look into their options to have children.

First, they look into adoption, but eventually, after many long discussions and external advice, they end up choosing surrogacy via Marge's sister, who's the one who suggests it in the first place.

Gale still has some fears about becoming a father, therefore they decide that the baby will be Bucky's biological child.

Their first kid, Abigail "Abby" Egan, is born when Bucky and Gale are 35.

She looks just like Bucky, with dark curls and dark blue eyes, but she has the rounder face shape of Marge's sister. She's vocal even as a baby, and she starts talking at a very young age.

Her name is Abigail because Bucky fell in love with the idea of her carrying Gale's name in hers, and Gale felt too touched to say no. (And the name means "my father's joy", which the boys both like.)

They decided even before starting the surrogacy process that any child they would have would take Bucky's surname only. Gale has no desire to pass his on.

Gale's anxious and tense at first when they bring her home from the hospital. He doesn’t know if he'll be able to connect with her or if he can be someone she could love.

But, the first night he holds her in his arms and puts her to sleep by singing to her quietly, he realizes that those paternal feelings he thought he didn’t have were there in his heart all along. That night, after he leaves her in her crib, he tears up in Bucky's embrace and tells Bucky that he didn’t think he would ever love anyone as much as he loves Bucky, but he thinks he might have been wrong.

Bucky and Gale turn out to be really good parents, and they're able to adjust to fatherhood well enough that not long after taking Abby home, they decide that they would like to have another child if they have a chance.

Three years after Abby, her brother, George "Matty" Egan is born, also via surrogacy.

This time, Bucky and Gale have some difficulty deciding on a name. Nothing sounds right. Eventually, they name their son after Georgia.

But, while they're still undecided about it, Gale starts referring to the fetus as Baby B, which becomes Baby Bee, and he gets really attached to the nickname. So much so that he continues calling him Baby Bee once he’s born and buys him bee-themed blankets, toys and onesies. Bucky's a bit... exasperated by this.

Matty gets his final nickname as a toddler - once, he gets frustrated because of something Bucky has done and throws a tantrum. In an attempt to cheer him up, Bucky asks him if he's "mad at Daddy". In his upset state, Matty doesn’t pronounce this correctly and it sort of comes out as "Maddy", which very quickly becomes Matty because Bucky is giddy that he finally found a nickname that isn’t Bee.

Matty is Gale’s biological child. He has light blond hair, big blue eyes and a quiet temperament. He’s very good-natured and easy to handle, but he doesn’t like change and gets clingy with his parents.

The family lives in Washington because of Gale's job at NASA.

In addition to the kids, Bucky and Gale also have their first dog, Achilles, from when Gale was a PhD student, but the dog is very old by the time Matty is born and has to be put down not long after. Bucky is heartbroken about it, because he doesn’t cope well with loss, and he says he doesn’t want to get another dog for a while.

This only lasts for a few years though, because around the time when Abby is 7 and Matty is 4, Gale gets Bucky a puppy as a birthday gift. It’s also a golden retriever, but female, and Abby is obsessed with her from the beginning. It’s quickly apparent that it's going to be her dog basically. Bucky and Gale let the kids give the puppy a name each, and that's how she becomes Poppy Pancakes Egan.

They visit Georgia and Neil in Milwaukee a few times a year, and when they're old enough, the kids spend multiple weeks there during the summer.

I'm going to stop here because the post is long enough already 😄

In a nutshell, this is how Bucky's and Gale’s life changes in the years after they turn 30. They move to Washington, Gale starts working at NASA, and they have their own little family. 🥰

~♡~

I have been brainstorming about my HS AU with the lovely @butdaddyilovehim99 for several months now, and by now, these characters and their lives feel almost real to me. Therefore, this post is only a summary, but I have many, many more headcanons that we can talk about if you guys are interested. Just send me an ask 🩷 Thank you, Bri, for having so much love for these characters and talking about them with me!

I will also make a separate post for each kid tomorrow to share more about them. 🥰