𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑆𝑎𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑀𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑡𝑜 𝑌𝑜𝑢⠀

@mybloodiedvalentine tagged me to make a moodboard

i can’t think of ppl to tag cuz im sleep deprived so if any1 wants to do it consider urself tagged!

Ignore my oily ass face but I went thrifting the other day and found this beauty.

Here's a pic I took on the bus, at home before leaving, and at school. (Last pic was taken by @sleeplesstormcloud )

Tumblr still feels like my safe place after so many years

Able bodied parents I'm begging you to teach your kids about disabled people. Not just because they could become disabled themselves one day but also because even if they don't, they have a very real chance of being rude to us if you don't teach them.

Yes, kids just say shit. They have no filter. That doesn't make it any less humiliating when your child sits near me on the bus and incessantly grills me on why I have a stick when I'm not old. Or laughs at us for things our disability causes. It doesn't take away the hurt when they bully a disabled classmate. For a large part these things could be avoided if you just taught your kids to respect us. It's really not that hard.

Time for me to get personal, these past two months are some of the worst months in my four years of high-school. Hell not even that, all of my four years were shitty. Freshman year was trashy, I dont remember anything from Sophmore year (thx c0víd), Junior year was just... no, and now my Senior year is already off to a bad start. And on top of that, my urge to meet new ppl is hanuting me again. Like I definitely show signs of social anxiety (although I don't wanna self diagnose myself) and for my entire life, meeting new people is a struggle. And no not the "I hAtE tALkiNG tO lArGe CrOwDs" or "I HaTe pEoPLe" shit. I actually mean I physically cannot talk to people, whether it's a large or small group. Fuck I can't talk to another person unless they do it first, and even then I can't hold a convo for more than three seconds. And don't get me started with crushes. Never had a significant other. Ever. And the last time I caught feelings, he thought I was a creep. I'm literally months away from being legal and if I cannot talk to or ask people abt anything then this'll be the death of me.

(All pics are me)

*⁠･⁠゜ﾟMessin w filters before school ﾟ゜･⁠*⁠