Okay, so I have 92 tabs on my laptop, 107 in Chrome on my phone and 50 in Opera on my phone... And a shit tone of bookmarks everywhere, even in my notes... But the thing is, if I put something in the bookmarks there is really hight probability that I will find them again after many months or never again xD if I have them open, I will keep an eye on them, even accidentally, I scroll through them, because I remembered something is somewhere there, but still... I don't have a habit to look at my bookmarks, because it's a list of words for me, and opened tabs show me what's there xD
Also it's like looking into someone's mind, 249 open tabs, some are frozen, some are really old, some plays music, some have really specific and weird research going on, most of them are just fanfiction or porn... You know how it is xD
Wait. They aren’t jokes. You guys really keep dozens of tabs open on your browser forever.
Thanks for the shoutout, and you know what? I feel it's specifically targeted at people like me, whose story goes similar to mine, so here is my story:
Age <14; you think you are hetero
Age 14-15; you think you might be Bi because your best friend (same gender) is so smart/ so beautiful/ so cute/ all of it, and you just go fjeksojfbwoa every time you see them, so you label yourself bisexual
Age 15-16; actually scratch the bisexuality, you don't really care about the gender anyway, you just want somebody to love you, anyone, so you do some research and discover that hey! Pansexuals don't care about the gender of people they love, so you must be Pan, right? That's logical conclusion
Age 16-17; okay, so this is the time, when people start talking more openly about sex, right? So, you realize you aren't a child any more, they talk about theirs first time or even get pregnant, and you just sit there like 😐 because WAIT! People your age really are doing it? They talk about things they felt before and after... And you just sit there because... Okay, you read (or even write) some smutty fanfics/novels, you know what sex is and everything, you even joke about it, so they have to be lying, that's impossible, you never felt like that, something has to be wrong, so you do some more research, and you find it... Asexuality, you are happy because that means you aren't a freak, a robot or a not-human creature to be killed (things I was called by some random dudes after I told them I don't feel sexual attraction) and you have a new label for yourself, you think you are panromantic asexual
Age 17-21; you are comfortable with your sexuality and romantic attraction, you find the best fitting description for yourself, you are happy with it, so you put it on the shelf and forget about it because now you know who you are, you have some problems with your gender, but that's another topic because you are almost 22 years old and... Welp, you never dated anyone, you rarely have crushes, and you don't look for love, not like some people do, no, you just... Don't feel it? "Again?" you ask yourself, It's... Welp, you know about aromantic people, you read too much about it, to not recognize it in yourself... But... You still want love... It's difficult enough when you are asexual, and... How? How are you going to find love now? So, you just... Don't label yourself because it's easier
Age 22; After some anxiety time you calm down and accept, that after 7-8 years of mislabelling yourself you are somewhere on aro/ace spectrum, and that history really like to repeating itself because for so many years you (again) thought no romantic feelings = panromantic...
I really would like this to be a joke, but almost 4 years of thinking that no sexual attraction = bi-/pansexuality AND THEN almost 8 years of thinking no romantic attraction = bi-/panromantic... Like how blind I am? How many times I will step on the same fucking rake and bonk by head with the handle?!
in honor of ace week id like to shoutout every asexual who first thought they were bi/pan because they looked at all the genders and felt no difference and zero is equal to zero so they said "huh. must be bisexual" and then shoved their sexuality back under the rug for 3-5 years
Okay I don't know if someone asked this question already... But what happened to Loki between "D.B.Cooper lost bet" and first Thor? Like... It was only 40 years before Thor 1... It's like nothing for gods, who live 5,000 years! Maybe half a year or a year at most... And yet Loki claims he was young then and I just can't stop thinking about it, because in those 40 years he lost his brother to Warriors three and Sif...
Favourite colour: Black and deep green
Currently reading: a few fanfics and Rise of Empire by Michael J Sullivan
Last song: Angst by Rammstein
Last series: ugh... I think it was Heartstopper?
Last movie: Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness (twice, once with my sister and cousin and then with my dad... It was really good movie, I would go watch it again)
Sweet/savory/spicy: sweet and spicy, separately and at the same time
Currently working on: Welp... one translation, 6 fanfics (one inspired by songs, one long fic, one story with choices, one continuation of my other fic, another very long fic that is continuation of another story and one finished a story waiting to be checked) and there are some more stories/WIPs xD (yes, my brain works constantly on a new stories, which results in many unfinished stories)
Tagging: I don't know? I am too anxious to do Tumblr? But Welp @casmick-consequences (because obvious reason), @serenity1907 (because you are my best friend and I love you ^-^) @annabelle--cane (because you will be my next Tumblr crush xD), @gayngelofthelordlovesdean (because I love your user name xD) and I don't know... I am shy, why is it so hard?
Tagged by @cocobutterqwueen
Fav Color: red
Currently reading: Dracula & Circe
Last Song: Obsession by EXO
Last Series: The Great
Last Movie: Eternals & The Moth Diaries
Sweet/Savory/Spicy: Spicy
Currently working on: My phD thesis to become a doctor of oral surgery in a week hopefully
Tagging ➡️ @cockslut-padalecki, @rustytricycle, @navybrat817, @cherienymphe, @threeminutesoflife, @lokislastlove
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America - All Media Types
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Loki (mentioned), Tony Stark (mentioned)
Additional Tags: Fluff, Fluff and Smut, Friends to Lovers, Mutual Pining, Alternate Universe - Military, Military Background, Smut, Anal Sex, Blow Jobs, Oral Sex, Love Confessions, Dorks in Love, Idiots in Love, Bucky Barnes Feels, Steve Rogers Feels, Bottom Bucky Barnes, Top Steve Rogers, POV Steve Rogers, Author Is Sleep Deprived, The Author Regrets Nothing, The Author is Duracell Bunny, Betaed
Series: Part 4 of HOOPLA! prompts (English)
Summary:
Bucky has a secret.
Steve also has a secret. And he knows that Bucky hides something from him.
A little much of alcohol helps them to spill their guts.
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Loki/Tony Stark, James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers, (they have equal part in fic), Clint Barton & Natasha Romanov
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Loki (Marvel), Tony Stark, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Clint Barton
Additional Tags: FrostIron – Freeform, Stucky – Freeform, Fluff, Funny, Humor, Funny Use Of Rope, Funny Use Of Tape, high school sweethearts, Love, Idiots in Love, Matchmaker Natasha Romanov, Matchmaker Clint Barton, skinny!Steve Rogers, Flirtatious!James "Bucky" Barnes, Snarky!Loki, flirtatious!Tony Stark, Alternate Universe - High School, Alternate Universe – School, Alternate Universe – Human, Alternate Universe - No Powers, The Author Regrets Nothing, Author Is Sleep Deprived, The Author is Duracell Bunny, Not Beta Read, i am my own beta
Series: Part 9 of HOOPLA prompts (polskie)
Summary:
Natasha i Clint bawią się w swatów w szkole.
Ich najnowsze cele?
Steve i Bucky.
A może jednak Loki i Tony?
Too much emotions 😭😭😭
Okay, I will start:
as a frostiron shipper i'd like to invite you all to a screaming session today
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America - All Media Types
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Loki (mentioned), Tony Stark (mentioned)
Additional Tags: Fluff, Fluff and Smut, Friends to Lovers, Mutual Pining, Alternate Universe - Military, Military Background, Smut, Anal Sex, Blow Jobs, Oral Sex, Love Confessions, Dorks in Love, Idiots in Love, Bucky Barnes Feels, Steve Rogers Feels, Bottom Bucky Barnes, Top Steve Rogers, POV Steve Rogers, The Author Regrets Nothing, Author Is Sleep Deprived, The Author is Duracell Bunny, Not Beta Read, i am my own beta
Series: Part 4 of HOOPLA prompts (polskie)
Summary:
Bucky ma sekret.
Steve też ma sekret. Ale też wie, że Bucky coś przed nim ukrywa.
Odrobina alkoholu pomoże im się otworzyć.
Seeing this in the middle of the lesson is bad thing... It is so... So emotional scene, so beautiful 😭😭😭
How to stop crying? 😭
Tony and Morgan in Avengers: Endgame deleted scene!
PL ᴥ Ginger girl with crazy mind ᴥ writer (I wish xD), artist (good joke xD) and human (maybe in 12%)
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