God okay I just need to say this somewhere
My love (r <3) continues to save my life every time with no hesitation
The number of times I have had to call them and say "hey, I'm very likely to do something idiotic rn" and their response is "do you need to call?"
I was on the other side of the fence yesterday, looking down, and thinking "it's not that high, I'll survive it" and they literally brought me back from the edge by talking about their game and encouraging me to do something I enjoy instead (by giving examples and ideas because all I wanted to do was step off that ledge and see what would happen)
I love this person with my entire body, mind, and soul, and I am so grateful to have them in my life.
A belated happy pride month to all the small people in my phone โค๐งก๐๐๐๐๐ค๐ค
never trust a doctor who refuses to do any tests, ignores everything you say, and then just tells you you have anxiety and puts you on Prozac, so now every other doctor you try to go to for help sees you "have anxiety" on paper and also proceeds to do no tests and ignore you, because you're just "crazy."
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The best flag out there imo ๐
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In an absolute fucking banger of a mood ๐ฏ
I love this so much hell yeah endorphins and fucked up brain chemistry!!
Satan with his kid on his shoulders
333 vs 666
I saw the number 333 today. This is a recreation of my thoughts.
Thought I was getting better but oh well
But sometimes one just needs to have a sobbing breakdown to get one of their needs across ig so net positive?
Chronic pain + intermittent tremors got me feeling 106 ๐ญ