Struggling To Eat Again, My Therapy For This Week Had To Be Cancelled, And I Feel Like I Should Die.

hey uh reblog if you’re a vent/mental health blog? I want more people to follow.

it’s so crazy how you think you forget something but your body just remembers. had a trauma flashback yesterday abt my residential stay which i thought was weird and sure as shit, two years ago today i was shipped off to nashville.

i completely had no idea the exact date but apparently i never forgot.

i just wish to be perceived as gentle and kind. that’s it, that is truly all i want.

it hurts to know this will never be.

‘prescribed destruction’ - 2.13.23

TW: brief mention of SA and physical assault

the realization that if Uriel was smart he would in fact know about this account, but i don’t think he cares that much to silently stalk me so for now i think i’m safe??

me when i’m off my meds lol

when you're a child and you stay up past your bedtime you get punished by your parents, when you're an adult and you stay up too late you just get punished by the ghosts and spirits and demons and such

having a personality disorder is so ridiculous. like girl the abandonment hasn’t happened just yet, CHILL OUT !!!