Having A Personality Disorder Is So Ridiculous. Like Girl The Abandonment Hasn’t Happened Just Yet,

better off without you michael- you’re just my eternal sunshine </3

turning back into that 14 year old girl who is terrified of the dark was not on my 2024 bingo card lmfao, like wtf i as a grown adult cannot walk from room to room freely in my house anymore without racing on my crutches to find the light switch.

analog horror is absolutely no match for my own brain because why are the hallucinations and delusions back???

i had a cat. through everything i had a cat. i don’t have the cat anymore, and everything sucks.

call me crazy but i think nightly hypnotherapy might actually be helping?? like i notice i just wake up sm more pleasant when i do it vs when i don’t?? do i actually go find a real hypnotherapist now??

resting peacefully tonight :)

curiosity the cat strikes yet again. god i hate everything

there is a single person on the face of this earth who would understand my pain, but yet they caused me so much other pain??

how that can be, i don’t know. thats the point with irrational thoughts i guess. they never make sense.

what if i like, just started manifesting that he came back? :D

(yes this is about who we all think this is about lmfao, im pathetic and need to speak to my therapist)

Lady Euphrosyne Devotional Post

Charity Euphrosyne

embodiment of joy,

true divine happiness,

radiant positivity,

You- who is the one i desperately aspire to be

beauty driven of only good will,

the eternal light.

Lady Euphrosyne I devote myself wholeheartedly to working towards my goal of positivity. May every workbook entry i have written/will write, every affirmation i read, and every kind act i commit be a testament to my will. I ask that you bless me on this journey and may guide me to become more like yourself in any way possible.

Blessed be, Kind Lady Euphrosyne.