The Walls Are Looking At Me Cutely 🥺

maybe hot take but transids harm literally no one

id love to cut your stomach open and watch your guts slosh around while i fuck you -🪚

uwu,, that would be so cute!! the blood dripping out of me. i wanna moan so loud and wrap my guts around me while u rail me,,, choke me with them, let me wear them like a fancy dress accessory 🥺

i wish i had the balls to shave my head but i'm too much of a pussy T_T wish someone just fucking did it to me

I took half my morning dose of hrt this morning, I guess with the intention of getting myself back on it? I haven’t taken my hrt for months. After taking it I quickly thought “How silly of me to think I could seriously commit to going back to being a girl.”

Fact is I can’t commit to either right now. I shaved my head 7 months ago and at this point my hair is kinda long… for a guy.

If I could commit to being a guy I’d go get a haircut and throw out my hrt, if I could commit to being a girl I’d take better care of myself and take my hrt everyday.

I’m doing neither. Genuinely could use someone throwing out my hrt and just shaving my head whether I like it or not.

same 😔

so so sad no one is around to kidnap me and keep me in their basement :( I'm a pet, it's only natural for me to be owned

yes yes yes yes yes!!!!! I hate food. feed me through a tube and only rarely. I need someone to own my eating or else I'll never be pretty and thinn

i can't stop thinking about feeding tubes. scheduled feeding times, the intimacy of administering the formula. making them beg to be fed. not allowing them to ever taste their favorite food ever again...or any solid food, for that matter.

they can only eat through the tube, no more...and made to ⭐ve and wither in between feedings whenever you finally decide they deserve it,,

no chewing, no solids, no control.

for some of us, this community is all we have. the people we know in "real life" don't really know us at all, and sometimes this secret of ours is more of a burden than a gift. please treat one another with kindness.

I've uuh ig i had it done to me uwu) and it gave me gender euphoria for being a sex doll o=o 🥺

drugging them so I can fuck their passed out body and pretend it's a corpse

hiii,, well I got bpd and am a little hihi

npd big sibling x bpd little sibling

Dear transabled folk,

Reminder: if you're able to develop a disorder and/or disability later in life (example: trauma disorders, physical disabilities, et cetera); then it is equally as possible to willingly transition into the disorder/disability as well. People who say otherwise are ignoring the individuals who DO go on to develop these things later in life! Just because you don't hate your (trans- or not) disorder/disability doesn't mean you're invalid. It just means you don't have internalised ableism.

If I make this blog a manual for how to stalk, manipulate and kidnap me maybe I'll finally meet the love of my life

∆ ««« System Overview

We're the L-System ("Leo" or "Lilly"), pychotic incel faggot-tranny loser (he/him, any).

We have relationships between system members (4-8, on&off for at least 4 years). feel free to ask us about it

We tried dating externally many times but it never worked. We're too much of a freak for normies and we never felt properly bonding with anyone else. i really just want to obsessively fall in love with a cutely controlling/manipulative boyfriend-girlfriend, is that too much to ask?!

»»» ∆ TransIDs and MUDs

Our body is an adult and our system and subsystems consists of 12 main alters, . : we're transitioning to psychotic and delusional with weed and adderall. : it feels nice when ppl online encourage us 🥺

cisids: autism, adhd, cptsd, ptsd, bpd, npd

Our transid list is always changing so some of these might change, altho others definitely won't.

radqueer, gay, genderfuck, aro/ace, transage, permahigh, permastoned, permadrugged, permateen, sex doll, prey, victim,

transharmed, transpsychotic, transdelusional, transamputee (?), transdentures, transabusevictim, transforcedsh, transsuibait, transed, transanorexia, transana, (corpse) )

We also experience "some" MUDs:

• Mirror Infatuation Identity Disorder

« ∆ » Other labels

Some of us identify with the labels retard, faggot, cripple and probably some other ableist slurs that I forgot rn.

DMs and asks open if u really wanna know. pls be nice 🥺

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(fuck nazis transphobes sexists racists etc etc)