Second In My Series Of Practice Portraits.

How to Practice Drawing Hands

- have two essays due

- work on the essays until you're frustrated

- draw hands instead

- draw hands until you're frustrated

- go back to working on your essays

- repeat

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I’m considering this done. Just needs a coat of varnish.

Another painting in progress

My new method of warming up. Go to humanae, pick a random face, do a contour line drawing. No erasing, no plotting out proportions.

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(via original illustration face 6 by panicvolkushka on Etsy)

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UGH I am so impatient to share more of the projects I’ve been working on but two are ~secret~ for awhile longer and the other is a weaving on a rigid heddle loom so the progress gets rolled up on the bar and you CAN’T see the progress all at once.

80 picks into the first color and now on to the second!

I’m in the 6th color now! Look at the color shift between five and six!!!

Well, my "Hannibal" piece didn't get accepted to Banquet, which sucks because I worked really hard on this and I think it turned out really well.

On the positive side, I have an illustration that I worked really hard on and it turned out really well!

I was inspired by sweetmeats -- food made from offal, such as intestines, testicles and the thymus -- and floral china plates.

Also, I learned that Hugh Dancy is really fucking hard to draw. Mads Mikkelsen has such a distinctive face that he's rather easy to draw, but with Hugh, if you get some detail just a little bit off, it doesn't look like him anymore.

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I was super inspired by @g-e-gogarty ‘s drawings about the personalities of dog breeds, so I thought I’d do drawings of cat breeds but then I realized I’ve never encountered a cat that is actually a specific “breed.” I’ve just had cats that were “it showed up on our porch” breed.

So here is a guide to the many cats that raised me.

(Please view on my tumblr page since it got butchered on the dash...)

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So I’ve scanned the pages of my risographed fashion study zine (you can buy that here) and have got them for sale on Society6!

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(via original illustration dog 1 by panicvolkushka on Etsy)

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The first chapter from my comix on life and learning after seven hundred and seventy-eight days on testosterone!

THIS COMIC IS INTENDED FOR MATURE READERS -- contains nudity, cigarettes, alcohol, and descriptions of gender dysphoria

The other chapters are

Trans Boy's Complaint - negotiating identity in light of gendered perception

Nutrisco et Extinguo - on the myth of testosterone rage

Double Stellar Black Hole - the experience of gender dysphoria when you don't know being transgender is a thing that exists

Adam Kadmon - for the first transgender man I ever knew 5.5 x 8.5, over 40 pages, surreptitiously printed in college computer labs

$6, plus shipping!

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