Nostalgicghostzzz - Im Trying

Drinking water until you’re nauseous instead of eating >>>>> 💛

I hope in another universe I’m happy. I’m normal. I fit in. I’m talented. I have friends. I wasn’t born in the wrong body. I’m attractive. I get everything I want instead of nothing. I’m not in a constant state of anxiety, dissatisfaction, exhaustion, and desperate yearning for things to be different. I have an amazing relationship that lasts forever instead of a string of abusive ex lovers. Instead of a pervasive loneliness, I seldom feel lonely. I’m talented and successful and I can do things like everyone else. Other universe you I hope you’re out there. At least one of us will be happy then.

Literally my gw

me seeing chubby people: "beautiful perfect amazing stunning"

me seeing myself: "disgusting repulsive abhorrent revolting"

a thin body is the best accessory to every outfit.

Had a bad binge yesterday so this will be lunch today

i desire to be underweight.

i need to be underweight

i strive to be underweight

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

Resist today = results tomorrow.

WHY IS IT SO REAL?!