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can my brain please stop thinking about food

its so hard to face the fact that i dont look 10 pounds thinner after i didnt eat for one day

The fuck up thing is, when my ed is active, it doesn't make me depressed or sad or insane. It makes me the happiest I can be. I feel on top of the world. Like I can do and accomplish anything. Everything just falls into place and life is easier.

you're actually making an attempt to lose weight? Because you seriously need it. Every time I look at you I can just see the pounds of fat on your body. It's disgusting and repulsive. I bet you really want people to find you attractive for once and not be ashamed to be seen with you in public. The only way to do that is to lose weight. Keep going and don’t lose motivation or you’ll never change.

- My ana buddy :)

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all the restrictions and time will soon pay off..

I'm stuck between wanting to get better, wanting to be thin, and wanting to get so sick people get concerned.