something about it getting colder outside triggers me so hard. i'm just sitting outside listening to music and sipping plain tea and it's sooo...<3
i love romanticizing dysfunction. 🥰
If I really had an eating disorder, not eating wouldn't be so damn hard 🚬
I love fasting and restricting for long periods because then when it’s time to eat for a fun night with my friends there’s no guilt. I’m not a pig, it’s a special exception for a fun night. And I’m skinny enough that everyone can see that.
wasting food is really hard if you grew up in poverty
You'll know I'm skinny when I start posting pictures of myself, until then assume I'm still fat
A little reminder: Alwalys think about how embarrassing it would be, if they see you again and you still haven‘t reached your Goalweight.
TW: eating disorder (Ana) / she-her / SW: 81kg GW: 50KG CW: _ H: 155CM / vent and rant stuff / expect rblgs of my interests
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