Myquestforwholesomeness - Yes, Good

.....comforble 

I love you, dad. I’m sorry for mistreating you when I did. I’m sorry for not spending time with you like I should have. Time is going by so slowly but no matter how slow I know it will not be enough. I’m thinking about recording our conversations together, I need to savor your words and your stories; have something more to remember you by than the last few months, more than your shallow gait and near-empty eyes. Your neuropathy is affecting your memory, and I know you’re guessing you won’t be moving at all by September. You are one of my best friends, a soul that I do my best to hold close to, you share my passion for theatre and for music, for redemption arcs and integrity. For the ability to love and be loved in return. You taught me what I should look for in a relationship with how dearly you loved mom. And how to have a good work ethic with how hard you worked every single day of your life, being a parent to your own siblings at the mere age of 5, never resting for a day, despite the 80 hour weeks and never-ending challenging trials one after the other. You always believed in me and my interests, you inspire me to do my best and encourage me to grow my talents and reach my potential. For your sacrifices and everything else I am so incredibly grateful. I hope you get relief from your pain at least for tonight. You’re pretty swell dad, and from me to you- you did good. I’ll see you tomorrow, p.s. I made pumpkin chocolate chip muffins the way you like them, if you can keep some food down I’d love for you to try one or three. I love you, -R.

Green Love Letter by Masa-San, Fujino, Kanagawa, Japan

[ants on a date]

ant 1: (eating dirt noises)

ant 2: :)

This is great. A lot of darkness in the world

Sunset in Seaside, Oregon. :) it was a good night tonight fellas.

that and the fact that I only want to listen to the YMCA song

having knowledge of music theory is so weird. I listen to songs now and I’m like “I IV iv bII ii07 I7. spiccy” or “oooooohhhhshiittttt that’s some SAucy modal mixture” and then my friends tell me that I’m not allowed to choose the music anymore

oh my gdO CAN YOU DRAW GODZILLA MOMMA CARRYING LIKE A HUNDRED LIZARD BABIES ON HER BACK FOR TAKE YOUR CHILD (lizard) TO WORK DAY

oh SHOOT well i cant swing 100 but how bout

time to use my debit card again fellas

“Anything that gets your blood racing is probably worth doing.” - Hunter S. Thompson (via quotemadness)