Smfh (so My Feelings Hurt)

she’s a 10 but she’s a little too into wanting to see your organs

having quiet BPD is just me second guessing every single thing about my life everyday. convincing myself i simultaneously deserve better and i am the best person on the planet but also that i deserve none of what i have and i am a selfish bitch

girls will have one (1) good day when they convince themselves they've never been unwell in their life and the next day the horrors will return

Having BPD feels like being stabbed over and over for years until one day, I wake up and I’m not in pain anymore. Not because it’s gone, but because I’ve gone numb. Now it just feels like I’m walking around with my stomach split open, dragging my own intestines behind me.

I’m still bleeding. I just don’t flinch anymore.

growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid

like at what point do i stop blaming my BPD and start taking accountability-_-

i either don’t GAF or i depend on u to be sane

pick ur poison