Having Quiet BPD Is Just Me Second Guessing Every Single Thing About My Life Everyday. Convincing Myself

going to start trying to post and be actually active on here. lets be friends ^_^

i am… i uhhhh… well what if i say… AHHHHHHHH

omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]

and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops

i either don’t GAF or i depend on u to be sane

pick ur poison

i think i am splitting the hardest i ever have. why is BPD the hot girl mental illness i want PEACE

I'm an adult now but all that it takes is one specific trigger to take me back to one of those days and all of a sudden I'm a helpless little girl again.

i give so much of myself for everyone and expect nothing in return. when will i learn to love myself the way i love others )-:

The Shiver of the Vampires, 1971.

she’s a 10 but she’s a little too into wanting to see your organs