My Boyfriend Is The Only Man I Love

Sometimes stpd is shame. Constant shame. Shame so intense it bleeds out from you, into the rest of the world, where no one is to be trusted, not humanity, not anyone you know, not even yourself.

Shame that defies “common reality," where no one is to be trusted because humanity is inherently sinister. Because everyone you know personally is going to watch you through cameras or kidnap you. They're watching you because they've noticed that there is something "off" about you, that you're inept or otherwise incompetent. And thats why they want to hurt you.

Stpd is to exist in two seemingly contradictory states all at the same time- constant anxiety, and constant apathy.

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Nathan Explosion from Metalocalypse has Schizotypal Personality Disorder

Requested by; anon

I want to hold organs and squish them

Yet you remain Still you remain And she says: Pray for daylight Pray for morning Pray for an end to our deception...

Happy Lunar New Year ~

voices

I heard voices today and they told me my current new friend is a good person and we should stay in contact so I’ll do just that :)

In the corner of my room I saw a statue of similar to those in meso America it scared me

Oc

I’m going to name this character Cassie she’s a tattoo artist, I would say she’s a poly lesbian, she’s a Virgo, 24 years old. Likes cats and hates cigarettes. (I use ai since I can’t draw)

I will connect with the gods from my culture then I will have a deeper understanding of the divine feminine and be closer to mother once that takes place I will sacrifice my blood for her :) mother will love me then maybe I can even be a high priestess for her :)

Yesterday on the train I didn’t feel real I felt hallow