Everyone Take A Look At My Queen 🥺 She's Getting So Much Love

writing chapters for ongoing fics is like sitting in a car. you don't know where you're going, so you ask the driver, but then you realize that you're the driver, and that you have absolutely no idea where you're going, and that there's people in the backseat waiting for you to bring them somewhere.

and so, you bide your time with needless chatter (filler chapters), side routes (side plots) and procrastination (procrastination) until you get an inkling of where you're going and pull up to your destination! yay!

... and you then realize that's just a rest stop on your journey to the end of the writing road. ugh.

anyways, i think you can tell what i've been doing with my fics :') (absolutely nothing)

I CANNOT WATCH. I PHYSICALLY CAN’T. I AM WORKING. I CANNOT CRY RIGHT NOW.

(said as i pause the video and return to work with tears beginning to form)

(skhfklsahdkhskahkjfhjsl MEI 🥹 SHIJIMA 😭)

they did this scene so beautifully omg i was gonna start sobbing

my current list of fanfic projects <3

i’m editing my old fics rn bc i realized most of them aren’t actually open for guests to view 😭 so here we go ! if it’s old, it means it was released before this tumblr acc was made! there is a high chance of abandonment so i suggest you don’t get invested in these :’) tysm for supporting me!

~ posted on my ao3 account!

(old) not meant to be - a mitsukou soulmates au <3

(old) 5+2 clubs of kamome academy - my old way of exploring character relationships! i might just release all the unfinished drafts and then stop releasing chapters 😔

the little mermaid - that one mermaid au :3

have you heard (the future from a screen) ? - the reaction fic !!!

~ unreleased

my extra special swap au, which is going to happen in a couple hours ft. a couple other projects !!

pre-seventh spiritings/spinoff: music box arc - aoikane & sakuhiko’s time at the human palace! i needed some place to try angst... and uh... slight gore

5 times hanako had to guard nene + 2 times he didn’t have to - there’s some trigger warnings for these, please read them! nothing explicit, but it’s better to be informed.

if only i’d told you so - i wonder if you can tell that i love hanako & aoi’s interaction on the train to the far shore, because this was inspired by another fic that i can’t find and im not posting until i can give credit to the original

there’s more but,,, who cares

~ unrelated/abandoned

assassination classroom x mha - my secret pet project bc i love assassination classroom so deeply. but it’s likely never gonna be posted so-

yydc - it was so early on i forgot about it. anyways, i’m super sorry, mha fans, because this fic is basically abandoned now. oops. bye bye momo, ily but jshk is always priority 😭

all i did was like ONE httyd post and now my dash is filled with toothless. where did my other stuff go... ???

@ocelotlesbian ik you’ll probably see this anyways but

Mitsuba Sousuke from Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun

JSHK FANS BORN IN JULY, RAISE YOUR HANDS !!

we’re getting a gorgeously heart-wrenching, angst-wrapped birthday present this year~

HOOLY SHIIIITTTTT

SEASON 3 IN JULY. THIS JULY. THIS DAMN JULY

MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT

BUCKLE UP BUTTERCUP WE’RE IN FOR A WILLLDDDD RIDEEEEE

HELP ME I WROTE A SMOL MESSAGE FOR AN ARTIST, COPIED IT (i do a weird thing it’s just a thing) AND ACCIDENTALLY CLOSED THE ARTIST’S BLOG LMAO

since i feel it’d be a waste to search for their blog again now that i’ve gotten this idea, please take this and imagine that it’s your art i’m talking about ♡ who knows? maybe it is? maybe i faked this story, just to talk about your art secretly? :3

i did take out some parts though,,,

i loveeee your art !! the contrast the lines the perfect imperfect messiness and the COLORS omfg i can;t get enough of it i just spent seven minutes straight scrolling through your art tag

i would love love love to ask for merch of this honestly (do you have some? lemme see!) but it’s alright if you don’t want to make some,,, i’ll laser your art into the back of my eyelids so that i can see it for all eternity instead hehee

tysm for your works!!! especially that one ship art oufdhsjkhfjshjk it made me scream and fall out of my chair tysm again for that experience <333 your art is amazing

i just had a breakdown, a macaroon, a hug and a secret-spilling session this past hour. it’s too bad that couldn’t keep me down! i’m still alive and a wonderful human being !! who’s good at lying (to themself) may i add.

anyways. the universe should invent more days bc im in need of a day dedicated to myself

goodbye

HOLY SHITT the lightning, the background, the artstyle, the colors?!!!?! The animation team ate with this one I fear. I was gagged I AM SO MESMERIZED. This is actually my favorite panels other than the hananene and mitsukou stargazing scenes and I am so glad they did this one so well.