What Kinds Of Fucking Freaks Is Maxie Keeping On The Payroll Here

Too real

everything is a transgender allegory except being transgender which is about being alive

vib ribbun

executive dysfunction is legitimately physically uncomfortable. i’ll be trapped between two things, weirdly caught on how-much-time-it-might-take-me. i take hours worried im going to take hours doing things. i’ll sit on the floor for the entire day, caught up in the middle of not-doing the chores i actually do want to be doing.

& the amount of mental energy that goes into it. & the legitimate amount of anger and discomfort and self-hate. is not “being lazy”.  it’d be a lot less work if i didn’t have to fight myself to just get up and do it. 

i just need you to understand it’s not effortless. it’s never effortless. it’s not “okay let me just get up and finally start doing this.” it’s more like. i am slamming my foot on the pedal but the car is in neutral and nothing is moving. it’s more like shouting instructions into a dying telephone. it’s more like being trapped in a small electric box, and someone who hates me is administering shocks. 

im trying. im trying. please help me get up.

Wahoo!

need this setup

buildings in spain are so pretyy

rabbit and orb

Took these while i was stuck listening to some guy talk about how climate change isnt real while some of the people i am forced to deal with sometimes who think they know everything just nod along. I cant deal with some people.