Latest Posts by koshmasha - Page 3

LIFE HACK: if you call things beautiful then they become so . Immediately in front of your eyes

In another life they’re playing fortnite duos

the thing that destroys me about eveline is that she knows how damaged she is. she knows she hurts people. she lashes out and she destroys things and she finds fun it it but at the end of the day she wants to be loved. she wants to be treated kindly. she wants a dad and a mom and she wants them to love her. but she knows, no matter how long she and ethan spend together in death, in the mold, that he won't ever forgive her. he can't ever forgive her. he may make peace with her existence, and he may be occasionally kind to her, but he cannot ever forgive, and he cannot ever love her. and it's all eveline's fault. she has no one to blame but herself. she knows killing rose won't make ethan love her, but she's already dug her hole too deep. if she's gone this far, she might as well do something to try and make herself feel better. killing rose doesn't do anything - for eveline, killing rose would be like smashing a vase at the wall. feels good in the moment, but then you have to clean it up, and it doesn't fix anything. she's already lost ethan. what's the harm in adding another stick to the fire?

eveline is every child with behavior issues' worst fear come to reality. sure, it's not entirely your fault that you're like this. but you've done so much. you keep hurting people and hurting people and hurting people and acting out. and you can beg for love and beg for forgiveness but you'll never get it. her "birth" mother, Miranda, didn't want her. her "adoptive" mother, Mia, didn't want her. and her "father", Ethan, doesn't want her. no matter where she goes, no matter how much she tries, no one wants her. and she has to sit with that for eternity. she can't grow or change- she's permanently stuck with the emotional capabilities of a 10 year old. she sits out eternity in pain. poor, poor, eveline. she was doomed from the start.

No one owes artists anything.

But existence is lonely and sometime you throw hours and hours of effort into a void, on the slim chance it will say something back.

The world if neurotypicals learnt to communicate properly

Anyways, back to hyperfixations🥰

verbal stim of the week ig: “aw jesus, what the hell? oh fuck!” - lucas baker

What I want now😞

(not Lucas with a gator plushie, although that would be nice too- I want SLEEP. It's currently 8am where I live and this dummy (me) hasn't gone to bed yet)

I don't have any finished projects at the moment, but last night adhd attacked me and I did all of these... 👉👈

Sketches and WIPs for everyone wiiiii

lucas hitting the creachure posture

🍂⭐️🚪

I NEVER POSTED THIS HERE WHAT???

Well, anyway

Here's another oc whom I dearly love. Their name is Onyx, or Nyx for short (any pronouns)

- cute punk

- loves decorating everything with pearls

- lives at the bottom of the ocean

Nyx is kinda asocial, he rarely shows up on the surface, so nobody even knows he's there. She's more of a legend in Queendom. You know, the usual. Local folks saw something on the beach/in the water and thought it was some dangerous monster.

But Onyx is not a monster (unless...), they're just lonely and shy dammit!!😣

Also Nyx always wears a cloak to cover her body, has body dysphoria and struggles with gender identity. They also have severe mood swings, he gets especially angry when someone asks him to take off the cloak. Generally, there's something not quite right with the left part of their body, it's a very sensitive topic and better not to be brought up

This one took forever to finish😖

But I'm happy with the result. Especially with Tabaqui's colourful outfit, it's just 🙏🙏🙏

you know how it is

My bbg

Oh wait I forgot to post my art summary here :'D

template credit: stoboy on VK and Telegram

Looks like I didn't make any decent drawings in March so I just put my uni assignment there. Here's the full pic btw 👇

The task was to make a menu for an imaginary restaurant. I made one based on the world of Fran Bow (and then never got to present it lmao)

As gen-AI becomes more normalized (Chappell Roan encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use gen-AI because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by tech companies. I draw not because I want a drawing but because I love the process of drawing. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.

wow! your understanding of this character is so. . . Unique! just wondering by the way but when was the last time you directly interacted with the source media

if you want to get better at drawing then you need to get obsessed with a freaky little character and draw them a billion times

Merry Christmas and Happy Days of Feast!!

Hope yall have a wonderful Holidays!!!

the sillies

They will all meet in the afterlife

(aka what if Jinx actually died and could find peace with her little family)

Meet my OC, Plombir (he/they/it pronouns). He's heavily based off of my childhood's comfort character who used to (and still does) bring me a lot of joy and happiness. So yeah, that's basically what Plombir symbolises - the joy and playfulness of childhood

Here's the translation of what the caption says:

Plombir, the bunny who lives in a tree

❄️ constantly gets himself into all sorts of shenanigans

❄️ adventurous and imaginative

❄️ will do anything for their friends

❄️ loves winter and the annual New Moon festival (an in-universe event)

I feel bad for only making reblogs of arcane-related stuff and not posting any art, since u kno... This is supposed to be my ART blog... I'm terribly sorry😞

It's the end of the year and uni is insane and I'm super exhausted. Maybe I'm having a burnout. However I'm trying to work on my original project, that's where Plombir is from btw. I know people prefer fandom art and not some random original characters, but I hope you like him😞💕

Haha hiiii, sorry for reposting my own works, but tumblr seems to have deleted my previous account (hlo-pok-hopey) bc I can't access it or find my posts anywhere:)

Anyway, if u guys liked my art and want to see more of it, u can follow this blog. Apparently i will have to post my art here from now on. It's just, I remember some people who left very nice and touching comments under my Sphinx drawing and I miss u guys😭💚

Trying to figure out the way i enjoy to draw skykids the most. I like this more realistic approach, but i still have to work on it

Anyway, have eepy Alula

I want Vulture to be happy, so i will believe that on the new circle Max doesn't die, and Vulture and him get adopted by Ralph💚🍀

They're found family, your honour🥺🙏

Movie Lloyd going through puberty🫶

(he doesn't like it and has body dysphoria😋)

Ah shit, here we go again...

Player name: Vulture

Inventory:

- Louis, cactus (in a pot)

- cool beetle backpack

- a bunch of keys (to commit burglary)

- [red4ctEd] [RedAc7edD]

- multiple colourful sunglasses

- cane (with a bird skull)

You can't tell me Vulture isn't the kind of guy to absolutely love weirdly shaped goth backpacks. Also he definitely wears socks with some very unique patterns

P.S. I'm sorry for being inactive these past few weeks. Uni takes too much of my time and energy. Even this drawing was sketched back in the middle of August, I don't have time for anythiiiing ueeeewaaaaaa😞😭

I think Sebby could use some hairclips. He clearly seems very bothered by his hair getting in his face😞