Oh, How Badly I Want To Curse You For Everything You’ve Done To Me. But I Can’t… You Were Supposed
Oh, how badly I want to curse you for everything you’ve done to me. But I can’t… You were supposed to be someone who protected me and covered my ears and eyes from the evil in the world. Instead, you were my nightmares. I still cry myself to sleep. All my memories of you are clouded, dark, grey, and hazy, yet it feels like it happened yesterday. I hate you, but I so badly want to love you. It kills me to know that I'll never have that with you. I honestly believe you hated me ever since I was a child. I feel pathetic. I've just spent the whole night crying. I never know when to let go. A couple of months ago, I broke down crying in front of you while you sat there emotionless, and it looked honestly like you were forcing yourself to cry. Crocodile tears. You never fail to make it about you. I told you I almost ended myself, and you acted like I was telling a joke. You never deserved me. You never loved me.
More Posts from Ke1k029 and Others
Loving you from afar feels like drowning in an ocean of my own tears, while you stand on the shore, oblivious to my plight
Hopeless romantic girlies ✨
I am going to eat 400-500 cals a day omad diet and keto diet .
then fast for 19-24 hrs .
then repeat everyday.
then I am going to walk 2-3 hours a day .
this should help me lose 2 lbs a day or more .
Thats what happened last time I did this diet .
If you hold me without hurting me, you'll be the first whoever did.
Somehow, I still love you more.
𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐋 𝐈𝐒 𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐇! 𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐊 🎀🍽️
Took you like a shot, thought that I could chase
You with a cold evening.
Let a couple years water down
how I'm feeling about you
You could break my heart in two
But when it heals it beats for you
I know it's forward but its true
I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to
You're stuck in my head
and I can't get you out of it
If I could do it all again
I know I'd go back to you
You know my thoughts are
running loose
It's just a thing you make me do
And I could fight but what’s the use
Won't lie, I'd go back to you.
My moon.
I’m not scared of loving you; I’m just scared of losing you.
I still love you
I can’t hate you
-
twicenotonce liked this · 1 month ago -
sullen-offputting-girl liked this · 1 month ago -
ke1k029 reblogged this · 1 month ago
